Bully to boyfriend{Alex Guzman}

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the same night

v-i'm going home in the morning where do u think i'm going alex
a-baby-
v-noo i'm not staying here knowing u fucked some girl in the airbnb we all helped pay for
i walked back over to the closet and grabbed my shoes walking back to the bed putting them in my suitcase as alex sat next to me on the bed with his arms rested on his knees with his hands covering his mouth staring off into the distances but i quickly wiped my tear going into the bathroom turning on the light and gathering my things
a-val plz can we just talk about this
v-there's nothing to talk about alex
a-yes there is!! valerie plz i'm begging you baby please!
i shook my head going back to my suitcase putting my things in as alex stood up and hugged me from behind causing me to lean forward onto my left hand using my other one to try and pull his arms off but his grip tightened as he hugged my back causing me to start crying not being able to hold it anymore as my head fell back against his shoulder fully breaking down into his arms
des-val*knocks on the door*
a-just give us a minute des plz i swear she's fine
by now we both sat on the floor together next to the bed with him still holding me snuggling his face into my neck repeatedly saying he was sorry giving me light pecks on the neck here and there trying to calm me down only to feel my neck and chest getting wet indicating he was most likely crying too

the next day back in la

jr&ar-MOMMY AND DADDY
i smiled picking up jr as he ran to me kissing his cheek as aria ran while wobbling at the same time over to alex
v-how's was abuela house Mi amor
jr-fun we went to a swimming pool
v-a swimming pool! did u at least have fun
jr-yea did u
v-uh*sadly smiled*yep look daddy bought mommy a bracelet
i held my arm out and showed him causing him to gasp and hold his arm out showing his gold bracelet we got him for his 4 birthday
ar-mommy pretty
i giggled putting jr down now picking aria up attacking her face with kisses as she giggled
v-hi my pretty girl
ar-hi mommy*smiles*
v-had fun
ar-*nods*yea i had cupcakes*giggles*
v-ouu girl were they good*smiles*
ar-yea
v-did u save mommy some
ar-noo*giggles*
i gasp as she hugged my neck getting shy making me giggle at how shy my baby is
jr-whoa dad that's so cool
i turned around and saw jr staring at alex new tattoo of him and aria name on alex neck causing me to smile until reality hit me making me realize i can't just keep the kids away from him because i'm hurt because their face lights up every time the lay eyes on alex and they really do love him and i don't want our problems to be the reason my kids hate me
v-ok let mommy and daddy go unpack and than we can say bye to abuela
am-ok come on kids let's go finish breakfast
i put aria down and the kids ran back to the kitchen as i went and grabbed my bags going upstairs to our room setting my bags on the bed and began unpacking as i heard the door open slowly and close
am-val
v-huh*looks back at her then goes over to the dirt clothes bin*
am-alex told me what happened last night when u fall asleep
i huffed dropping my clothes in the bin and covering my face with my hands looking up trying not to lose it again
v-what am i suppose to do gala*turns around and looks at her* those fuckin kids love him to death and i can't just put him out because this is his house and i would leave but then where am i gonna with kids who are probably gonna hate me for taking them away from their dad
am-val don't force urself do be in something u don't wanna be in but all i came to say was alex really does love u val yea he does the most stupidest shit ever but he cried for 2 hours last night over the phone ranting about how much he loves u and the kids and really doesn't wanna lose y'all val we both know alex would die for all three of y'all he just let the fun go to far yesterday
v-to far i literally caught him staring down her shirt the day before
am-val just sit and talk with him it's killing him u can see it in his eyes when he first walked through the door
she sat a plate of food down and smiled at me before leaving leaving me there to think about things for a couple minutes before the door opened again and i made eye contact with alex who just dropped his bags on the floor and walked over to the closet going inside
v-alex
when i didn't get a response i slowly started walking towards the closet only too get stopped in my tracks by alex come out with a bunch of clothes in his arms and throwing them on the bed so i frowned going over to bed as he walked back to the closet and i noticed it was all his clothes
v-alex what are u doing*turns towards him*
a-val i'm not allowing u to leave with my kids when they know they have a home so if that means i have to find somewhere else to go then fine but u being on the streets is not a fuckin opinion
v-ok wait maybe we can talk about this
a-i thought it was nothing to talk about*goes back out to the bed*
as he dumped the clothes on the bed i quickly grabbed his arm pulling him towards me gently grabbing his face making him look at me as tears built up in his eyes
v-u don't have to leave alex ur kids fuckin love u and they need u and the shit we have going on we can figure out along the way i just don't wanna see the kids hurt because we're hurt
a-my life is fuckin gone bro*starts crying*
has much as i was hurt i knew alex was hurt and yea i mad at him but seeing him like this made me feel bad so i pulled him into a hug causing him to hug me back crying on my shoulder holding me like it was probably his last time ever seeing me