One Day (myg+jhs)

saturn

1/16

i got closer to jupiter

he was sweet

happy and bright

but not as bright as you

but one time when we were hanging out

i had a panic attack

a bad one

i got overwhelmed

taehyung calmed me down

it was just us three after all

but you called me a freak

a nightmare

so i ran

i left taehyung's house

ignoring his calls

you think of me as a freak, hobi

i couldn't help it

i got overwhelmed

honestly,

why do i think you care about me?

you see me as a freak

you probably see me as a fag too

just like venus

but you are my sun

the center of my universe

and i,

i don't even deserve to be called

the stars

i am pathetic

in love with someone

who can never love me

what do i do

i try and try to give you up

accept that you will never love me

but it never works

i've decided to try and avoid you

you probably won't care

i'll spend my time with jupiter

and you spend yours with mars

but maybe you'll care, hobi

one day..