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Bewildering Thoughts

Tears began to
immersed in my eyes,

and the state of my mind
felt cold as ice.

I'm lost in my
bewildering thoughts.

And I am waiting for the end -
to sleep and die.

In the world of morose courses,
I was blinded by your deceptive truth

. . . Until the exquisite pain
have ruled me over.

I have carried your excruciating pocket
             on my aching back,

while I am suffering from
the excessive welter.