I'm sorry

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Y/n p.o.v
It had been a month since me and benji broke up I was now dating Ryan things where very awkward between me and benji I didn't like this feeling at all no one knew I still loved benji not even Cyrus and he was my bff
Saturday 3rd
I woke w/ a bunch of messages from ry I didn't reply tho I needed to tell someone about how I felt so I called Cyrus and told him to meet me at the bridge luckily he said yes so I put on my white converse jeans and a jumper from benji I grabbed my AirPods and made my way to the bridge I saw Cy waiting there so I ran up to him
"HEY CY!"
"Hey y/n what did you want I was gonna stay in bed today so it better be important" he said raising his eyebrow I laughed and replied "it is so you know how me and Ben broke up"
"Yh that was like a month ago y r we bring it up?" He said super confused
"Because Cyrus I...I still love him and I miss him and want him back" I said trying to hold my tears in "aww y/n come here" he said hugging me "oh and he loves u to go get him" "ok" I said just smiling through my tears "oh first gimme your phone" I didn't hesitate and I just gave him my phone idk y I would then he next thing Ik I hear "done it's over" he said w/ a grin "what did you just do" I said my heart was racing I was so scared "you and ry are over you can get benji now let's go shopping you need a radio so you can do that thing" his sentence made no sense at all but Ik what he meant
Saturday 10:30pm
Me and Cy spent the whole day together and I was finally ready but I didn't wanna go I was still wearing what I had on earlier it was poring down (it was raining really hard) i was so scared it took me half an hour to man up and run to benji's house once I was there I felt so stupid because I had no way of getting his attention so I grabbed some pebbles and threw them at his window and started playing the song drown my feelings after like 25 pebbles he finally opened his window I held the radio above my head I started to cry but it was cuz of how stupid I felt
"What the f*** r u doing it's so cold"
"I'm saying sorry"
"For what" he sounded like he was about to cry
"For everything being an idiot ruining your life and being w/ Ryan" I said holding back tears
"Wait what"
"I'm sorry I want you back I didn't mean to be such a b****" I said now w/ tears down my face
"Omg y/n"
"Benji please date me I won't be and idiot and ruin it this time I promise"
"Yes of course now put down the radio I'm coming"
"What ok" after a couple seconds he opened the door and told me to come in his house so I did
"Omg your so wet"
"Yh Ik"
"Come w/ me you can put on one of my jumpers"
"Ok thx hey I'm sorry thank you for taking me back"
"no problem"
We went up to his room and the rain got worse he gave me one of his jumpers while he texted my mum to tell her I was staying he went down stairs to put my things in his dryer while he was gone I layed on his bed next thing I knew my eyes were shut and I was sleeping
Benji's p.o.v
I went down stairs and told my mum y/n was staying and her reply was "I thought you didn't like her anymore"
"Yh but mum she just came to apologise and ask me out again" "oh that's good did you say yes" "what do you think mum" "ah ok it was yes" I ran to my kitchen to go and put y/n clothes in the dryer then when I got back upstairs she was asleep I missed her so much I was so happy we got back together I got in my bed and kissed y/n and fell asleep next to her