instant love. jensoo + chaesoo

8

I went and screwed it up again.

God dang it.

I was so close to getting Jennie back.

But then I had to go and get confused about what I want.

Jennie.

Or.

Chaeyoung.

Even if I choose Chaeyoung.

Jennie will be in the back of my head.

If I pick Jennie?

Endless guilt for not choosing Chaeyoung.

I walk to the train station.

After yesterday with Jennie, I need to get out of Seoul.

I'll go visit my good old friend Yeonwoo in Busan.

I'll see what my mom is doing too.

Just an ordinary day
With a high sky and a cool breeze
Strangely, more than the pain of heartache
The stars floating above are prettier.

Train 23 To Busan at 7:00 PM

Since the train station is somewhat far from my home it takes longer but I manage.

I walk on the train.

I take a seat and look out the window.

Inside the train on my way Busan.

The long sunlight became shorter.

In the darkening sky.

When the sunset lights enter.

My heart enters into that day too.

It's just the sunset of just another day
But why is my heart getting drenched?

Cause.

The sunset and I have a history.

I met Chaeyoung at sunset.

Jennie broke up with me at sunset.

I fell in love with Chaeyoung at sunset.

I could have gotten Jennie back at sunset.

It's just a past memory of one side
But why is my heart writing to Jennie again?
When it can't even be turned back anyway?

I was the only one on the train.

These days, each day is so long
When I was with Chaeyoung, each day was so short

On the subway on my way home from school.
The lame jokes I shared with you.
The laughter that was so comforting.
I can't hear it anymore.

I can't hear the memories anymore.

No.

Not those memories.

I treasure those memories with Jennie more than anything.

I'm gonna forget it all anyway.

But not those memories.

Back in high school.

We were so naive Jennie.

Not a care in the world.

"Jennie I still love you." 

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ackkk.

Sorry for literally forgetting about this book for like 2 months.

But I'm back in the zone and I have my computer back so expect more frequent updates!!

Enjoy the double update!

So who do you think Jisoo will end up with anyway?

Or who do you want it to be?

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