SO this isnt a poem more like a rant of how i feel and what is going on with me mentally.
School literally has me wanting to die i've been struggling to keep my grades up in one class. and my friends know i usually do not struggle in school. but when it comes to Chemistry there is so much i can not grasp the concept on. the basic stuff sure no problem. the complex stuff like balancing equations and other stuff is hella hard for me. and when the teacher expects you to learn something overnight its too much pressure and things on my mind. its near the end of the year and i have a 77 average without my exams grade added too it. so if i fail this test like i know i am i should end up failing this class. i am not a stupid person at all i am intellegent in my own ways. i am more of a math person than a science person.i can grasp the concepts of things in math pretty fast but in sciences it takes more time. and i don't but its got me to the point where thinking about it makes me want to have a mental breakdown which is always fun. not really. school makes me want to die. but im doing this for me and my family and my girlfriend. i am pushing for us. i have second guessed my career choices also.
