Violet's POV
I have been in the hospital for about a week now. The boys have cancelled the rest of their tour. I honestly feel horrible about it because I know it's all my fault. All of the fans who were waiting to meet their idols, just like I was, won't for a few months now rather than a few days. I feel like such a horrible person.
"Why are you a horrible person?" Jai asked.
"Oh, did I say that out loud?" I asked.
"Yeah, but why do you say you are a horrible person? You didn't do anything wrong."
"Jai, look around. We are in a hospital for Pete's sake. You guys cancelled the rest of the tour for me. What about all of the fans? They won't get to meet you guys now, and it's all my fault." I looked down at the ground and sighed. "You should have just stayed away from me Jai. I'm nothing but trouble. I am ruining your life, the boys' lives, the fans' lives, even my own family's. You should've let me die. Everyone would have been so much better off without me, Jai."
"Not everyone would be better off without you, Violet. You need to open your eyes and see that people love you, and they care for you. Is that really that hard to understand?"
"Yes, Jai, it is. It is hard to go from being the most hated person in the world, being someone that no one would even think twice about. Someone that the only time people realized her was when she was with her abusive boyfriend or someone bumped into her in the hallway and noticed her long enough to yell at her to get out of the way. I was and still am a nobody, Jai. No one cares about me."
"Shut up, Violet! Open your eyes! I care about you! I love you! I am sitting beside you in this hospital room because you mean something to me! Doesn't that count for something?!" Jai yelled at me.
"I-I'm sorry, Jai." I whimpered. I closed my eyes and just hopped that I would wake up and all of this would have been a dream. I'm tired of hurting people.
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Would You Still Be There?
FanfictionViolet wasn't always the happiest girl. She often found herself being an outcast and lonely. She was in an abusive relationship, and after her father died of cancer, everything started to fall apart. What will happen when Violet finally gets to meet...
