I fell in love with my bully

Chapter eight

****Ashtons P.O.V*****

I ran to the bathroom and locked myself in a stall I knew Luke was on my heels I didn't care I just wanted to be alone I needed to be alone

I know we're dating and everything but I just need to think

I wouldn't mind tho if Luke held me in his arms and just let me gather my thoughts

I really hope that's what he does

Right on cue he comes bursting through the door

"Ash? Where are you I know your in here"

"I-I'm in th-the last st-stall"

He rushes over and tries to open the door but it was still locked oops

"Babe you know I can't help you when the door is locked" even though he was outside the door I could feel the smirk on his face

I reached up and unmatched the door Luke came inside and locked in again

He sat on the floor and opened his arms wide

I felt the corners of my mouth curl into a small smile while I sat down on his lap

He held me close and played with my hair I'm glad he kept quiet I really didn't want to talk about what happened and I'm glad he understood that without me saying a word

After about ten minutes Luke spoke up

"Are you okay?"

I was surprised by his question but I answered truthfully

"No" I sighed it's now or never

Luke nodded and held me closer if that was even possible

I'm glad he didn't push it I especially didn't want to past right now

"Lukey?"

"Yes baby"

"Will you still stay with me after I tell you this"

"Of course!"

I really really didn't want to talk about it but I just needed to get this off my chest

"I-I used to cut I stopped a year ago but I relapse every now and than its really hard Lukey a-and now that Victorias speeding those rumors I know I'm gonna relapse I just need you to be with me I need you Lukey I really do"

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****Lukes P.O.V****

I was shocked to hear this I never knew that Ashton cut I didn't realize that I was crying until Ashton asked if I was okay

"Y-yeah M'fine I just never thought but why? ash why? so you cut when you beat me up too?"

"Yeah I did it because I felt guilty for causing pain to someone I love"

I just nodded I held him close I'm never letting him go even if it kills me

I cupped Ashtons cheeks and looked him straight in the eyes

"I'm never ever leaving you baby even if it kills me"

He just nodded and we sat there on the bathroom floor in each others arms not saying a word it felt good I was happy to have Ashton in my arms I really do love this boy

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Sorry that it's short and that I haven't updated in a while just busy with school and ily all and that's so much for the reads!!