Night 1: Fear of being rejected

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Dreaming about being rejected usually indicates lack of self confidence, worth, and feeling like a failure, enjoy
Orange was thinking of what to say, he hadn't confessed about his feeling for a wile now but didn't care. He decided to tell Pear how he feels, ( oh god I feel like I'm going to regret writhing this ;-; ) he took a deep breath in and out then walked up to pear wall he was reading his book "uh hey pear can uh, can I tell you somthin?" Orange said kinda blushing "hm? Sure" pear said continuing to read "well uh, I've been wanting to tell you that I...uh" orange started freaking out on the inside "i uh, I like ya... a lot" Orange said as red filled his face and looked away. Pear looked at him in disbelief "is this a nother joke dude?" Pear asked raising one eyebrow "hm, no" orange said, he felt like something bad was going to happen "well then your much weirder then I thought" Pear continued "like you likening me? We're total opposites" pear told orange "erm... what are you trying to say?" Orange said, he got lost what pear was trying to say after him saying your much weirder then I thought. "Let me put this in the most kindness way possible... I hate you" Pear exclaimed, orange felt his heart being pulled down by those words and his chest felt like it was hurting, he had no idea what to say "and lemme tell you why this could never work 1. Like I said were opposites 2. You are childish and annoying and 3. I don't like guys dude" Pear said coldly. Orange could feel everything disappearing around him and those word pear said felt like they were stabbing him, he felt his eyes getting watery, his chest was tightening, and his breaths stared to get shorter and faster. As those words and new ones like "weird, annoying, little shit, nothing" and others swarming around him he felt his tears slowly sliding on his cheek then falling to the ground as they left little streams of water were the tears have fallen
* orange wakes up *
He flung into a sitting position as he awoke abruptly sweating,breathing shortly, and with tear streams from his eyes to his ears out of all of the dam nightmares I could have gotten it had to be that one orange thought wiping his tears. He looked at his phone and it said it was 2:00 am in the morning oh that's nice orange thought sarcastically and laid back down with a shaky sigh
this is the last time I'm uploading today, I really need to sleep lol anyways tell me how you feel about his book so far and if I made any mistakes plz tell me 0wO

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