'guilt but why is it because I became a monster' I thought with a frown
"Lucy are you ok?" Rufus ask worriedly
"Yeah I was just thinking of something is all" I said looking at the floor
Not long after is see Rufus needed in front of me he put one hand on my leg and one on my (face) cheek
"Lucy please I want to help but I can't if you hold it it" he says making me turn to face when I tried to look away that's when he saw the guilt in my eyes
"I I feel guilty that I made people to die I just wanted to let someone know how i felt I I didn't want to become a killer no I'm not a killer I'm a monster" I says
"Lucy your not a monster you just wanted to let people know how you feel now why don't you have a shower we can head to the guild after you get your guild mark I will show you my house so you can stay there" Rufus says as he stands up and leaves before I could say thank you
*Time skip after the shower* Lucy's pov
(What she has on)
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"Good morning lucy-sama/lucy-san/blondie/lu/Lucy" they all said I give a small nod (not Rufus)
"Well we better get going before we miss our train" Yuki says making me, rogue and Sting to pale
"Lu why did you pale when I sa-" min-chan says
"Don't please don't finish your sentence" I said
"-id train" she finishes and I go pale as a goust
I shack my head giving me some skin colour
"The spirit king tort me celestial dragon slayer magic" I grumble
"Oh my so what about dragon mating season which is next month" Rufus ask
"Um what is that" I ask
"It's when dragon slayers find a mate" rogue says
"Oh so like celestial mating season" as I say that me and Yuki shudder
"Oh I didn't know you celestial mages have a mating season" Sting says
"Yeah I know celestial magic is looked down at because where useless with out our keys" I say as I walk back into the bedroom frowning
A few minutes later I come back with my keys
"We better get going" Yuki said and we all nod
*Time skip after Lucy joins and is now at Rufus's house* Lucy's pov
"This place is amazing but are you sure I won't burden you" I said/asked with a frown on my face
"Lucy your not a burden" Rufus says softly as he hugs me
"I I'm sorry I'm anouing you" I wimper softly
"Your not so don't worry about it" he whispered softly as he hugs me a little harder but not to tight that it would hurt me
