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I'm Okay

I'm ok

Ok fine I'm not okay

I miss him

I hate the feeling I get seeing him with her

I know he doesn't love me the way he loves her

He is my friend and I wouldn't do anything to lose him

But seeing couples on the street in pictures all in love it makes me sad

Wanting that with him so bad but knowing it will never happen

I love him and he is my friend so I put on a smile and pretend it doesn't faze me

So he doesn't see and i say

I'm happy for them