Okay okay okay! This is not a book! *wink* not a book! This is just some random little story or random news of things im doing. Or what ever i feel like writing down. Like if i wanna write a song ill write a song. If i wanna write a poem ill write a...
You guys don't have to listen to this or read anything i just wanted to get a few things done.
When Danika first told me about you, and told me that she wanted to hook us up i was scared. I was scared cause i thought i would get hurt, but she told me you would never do such a thing. I took a chance and smiled. Then when she showed me that you sang my favorite song, i had listen and i cried. I cried cause my heart was so happy. I was happy. Heck i was beyond happy!! And every time she mentioned you i would immediately listen to every single word. She would even use you against me, so I wouldn't do a few reckless stuff. But i still have a question? Why would you still love me? Im reckless, weird, crazy in a way, have no boundaries, and I'm impossible to deal with! But you still stayed. I even had dreams where we were together and doing something fun! But when jess told me the news of you probably moving, I couldn't take it and my heart just felt like.......it felt like it just died or just wanted to not believe it. I didn't want to believe it. I could not think and i just cried. Im sorry that I didn't stay strong, but i just wanted to cry. I didn't talk to anyone for awhile. Then i talked to my bestest aniki and he cheered me up and told me everything was gonna be alright. At least i hoped and kept my chin up but it still lingered in my mind. I couldn't sleep and thats why i was always up and doing things on wattpad. So i can make my self sleep. Well what im basically trying to say is I Love You and i hope and hope and hope that you don't move!! I need you! Even My heart feels heavy writing this! I don't want you to go, but life always wants to be a pain in the ass. So if you do end up moving then I'll do my best to be strong, stay bold, and be brave so i can fight off what fears or demons want to haunt me. Cause i want to be with you forever. And i hope you feel the same...? Ha i wear the choker and necklace you gave me to sleep and wear the flower you gave me and i put it in my hair when i go somewhere. And a bracelet that Danika had i wear it. Cause i like to think that its you hugging me at night. Or i think its you holding my hand during the day. Cause I'd rather be by your side holding your hand and smiling. It sounds cheesy yeah i know. But that's cause I love you. I think I've made my point and hope what i said made sense to you Jackson.
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