✅ Hated//D.S ✅

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"annnnd posted. great job Delilah. thanks Li. no problem De. god i need to stop talking to myself" i post my recent video and wait for the views to come rolling in

this is the best part about youtube, all the hard work and time and energy you put into it. it seems almost pointless until you see all the payback you get

i love it, nothing can beat the feeling of your achievement

well nothing except for the feeling of your boyfriends presence around you

speaking of, my boyfriends presence is currently not around me and i don't like that

"DANIIIII COME UPSTAIRS" i yell

"can you shut up" gabbie walks by my room and rolls her eyes

well fuck you too

i roll my eyes as well and suddenly daniels running in the room

"omg babe you have to remove the video NOW" he yells

"why dani?" i say calmly

"YOUR SCREENSAVER"

"my screensaver? what about it"

"Delilah it's of us"

"okay so. you can't even tell"

"babe you don't understand at all! it's literally you kissing my cheek"

i look at my phone and sure enough it is

"oh shit i didn't even realize. but dani its a good video"

"we're going to be murdered" he starts freaking out and pacing all around the room

i quickly stand up and grab his hands to get him to stop

"relax i'll delete the video."

"no no you put all your hard work into it"

"and we've been putting a bunch of hard work into this relationship, keeping it secret and all. i don't want to have to ruin that"

"ugh i'm conflicted"

"you don't need to be i'll delete the video and just re-edit it so that you don't see my phone."

"won't people be suspicious"

"well it's better than people seeing it right"

"i guess. i just feel bad that you have to do this just because my stupid managers don't want people seeing us together"

"well i rather have to continue to be secretive than have to break up"

"yeah i guess"

"well do you want to delete the video with me"

"sure"

he sits in front of my computer and i sit on his lap

i delete the video and turn around to face him

"all gone" i smile and lean down to kiss him

"you're beautiful Li" daniel whispers moving my hair out of my face

"i love you" i respond

"i wish we didn't have to keep a secret anymore"

"me either. maybe one day we can tell people. do you think that will ever happen."

"i hope so. i really love you and i want the whole world to know"

"i want the whole world to know too. well i have to quickly remove that part of the video and repost."

"can i watch?"

"of course"

for the rest of the morning me and daniel spend re-editing the video and removing every clip that may show him

i wish i didn't have to do this but if i want to stay with him it has to happen