✅ Hated//D.S ✅

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i just got home from dropping them off at the airport and i'm even more sad

it's around dinner time but i don't even want to eat i just want daniel

i know it's bad that my happiness is depending on him being around me but i can't help it

i decide to text him so he knows that i already miss him

De- hey baby i miss you

Da- hey i miss you too

De- are you in hawaii yet?

Da- no we're waiting to board the plane

De- wait can i facetime you i miss your face

Da- sure

i quickly facetime him and he immediately answers

"you're so cute" i say first

"ha ha thanks."

"what about me. am i cute"

"yes baby you are very very cute and adorable . why are you suddenly being so cute with me"

"cause i realized how much happier i am with you and just seeing you makes me 10x happier. ugh i love you"

"i love you too. Hawaii's gonna suck without you"

"i highly doubt that. you're on a whole island with beautiful water and sand oh and beautiful people. you're probably going to find a hot Hawaiian girl and leave me and date her instead"

"woah never. we're on a private island area anyways so i won't see anyone"

"good good. ugh i wish i could be with you. stupid bitches. 'i'm uncomfortable' okay dumbass"

"i'm sorry to cut this conversation short but we're boarding"

"oh okay well have fun make sure to call me when you land AND TAKE LOTS OF PICTURES"

"i definitely will. well i love you"

"i love you too" i hang up and smile

yeah he's not with me but just talking to him makes me ten times happier

i decide i'm going to need dinner some point today so i call mine and the boys friend Eben over

i'm pretty sure that he's not in Hawaii either cause he's recording music so i figured i might as well ask him

"hey E" i say when he answers the phone

"hi D. is there something you need"

"oh yeah i brought the people to the airport and now i'm home and hungry and since it's dinner time i was wondering if you wanted to go out to dinner with me"

"uh i'm sorry i can't i actually have to um go somewhere"

"oh where"

"the stud-"

"at this time we ask all our passengers to please turn off all cellphones as we prepare to take off" a voice from the background says cutting him off

"oh you're going too" i say sadly

"yeah sorry"

"I thought it was just going to be the boys and their girlfriends i mean not me of course"

"i'm surprised no one told you. the whole crews going, the boys, their girls, me, zack, all the managers, all the managers family, the boys and their girls family's everyone."

"oh so no ones going to be here"

"i don't think so. um we're about to take off i have to go"

"oh um bye then have fun"

"i'm sorry" he hangs up and i start to tear up

i can't believe every single person is going but me. if there's so many people going why would it matter if i'm there.

oh and great this will be my first birthday all alone and it's an important one

i'm turning 21 in two days who am i supposed to go and get drunk with

awhile ago my parents cut me off from them and i haven't talked to them since

i also used to be on online school so i don't have any friends to celebrate with either

i really am all alone

i can't believe i'm hated that much they can't just deal with me