Torn

CHAPTER 2

The next morning 

Morgan 7:34 am

I woke up to being kissed on my neck. when I opened my eyes, I was faced with Michaels beautiful brown eyes. I realized the only thing covering me was a sheet, he must have carried me to his bed. I really don't have much recollection to last night but shit, I know I came. 

"Goodmorning, how did you sleep?" Michael says while laughing at me squinting my eyes, and my eyes were red.

"Goodmorning, I slept okay, why didn't you wake me? I should not have slept in these contacts. my eyes are red as shit aren't they?" I say getting up and looking in the mirror. I turned to kiss his cheek, " thank you for last night, but I should get going I have a 3-11 shift to cover today."

" you're very welcome, thank you for everything as well the night was very tasteful," he said, when Michael said that I felt a shift in my energy having flashbacks, I wasn't used to this. I got so used to not having affection from a man especially no sexual attention. 

" I really need to go...my ride is here.  ill call you later okay?" I said and then I grabbed my dress quickly and left from his apartment in a lyft.

all day at work I just kept overthinking. Michael is a really nice guy but I don't think I'm ready to open my heart again. Last night was so good, I want to do it again and Mekhi's dad is keeping him 3 more nights. I'm going to just stay to myself, I don't want to be a pest.  I don't want to be hurt again, it always feels like this in the beginning. 

Morgan drove home, walked into her house and dropped her scrubs into the laundry, she lit her sage and saged her home. she does this at least twice a month and its been a while since she has done so; she said out loud "all negativity leave this space, only positive energy remains here." 

She tried so hard to keep herself busy, she then took a nice long bath, she lit candles and had a nice tall glass of wine. she was laying on the couch in her lingerie as she does often one of her acts of self love was getting sexy and comfortable for herself while she would lay and relax. she began watching tyler perry plays and other black plays. she looked at the time and it was 12:01. she told Michael that she would call him, but she thought ghosting him would save her from heartbreak. 

Michael 

it is 11:30 pm and I still have not heard from her, shit, I hope she is okay. did I scare her off? did I move too fast ? 

she might think ima hoe yo, did I go too far with the oral or something. I know she ain't ghosting me. I like her too much, and I know she likes me. from what she told me about her past relationship with her son's father, she is probably scared to be close to another nigga again. I want her to know I'm not like these other niggas... fuck that I know it's late I'm going to see her. 

Michael gets in his car and drives 15 minutes to her home. he just wanted some confirmation that she was okay. he gets there and sees the lights are still on in her home at almost 12:00.

he raises his hand to her door hesitantly, " fuck it." he knocks. 

Morgan 

As I'm sitting down drinking my wine I hear a knock at my door, I instantly get anxious like who the fuck could this be ? its damn 12:00 in the morning, I get up and look through the peephole and instantly open the door. 

"Michael? what are you doing here? it's late as shit." I say closing my robe up realizing I had on lingerie. 

Michael, 

she looked surprised to see me

"I haven't heard from you all day morgan. I wanted to make sure you were okay. " I looked at her body while I spoke. 

" Michael I am fine, I just wanted to relax when I got home from work, some time to myself that I barely get . " she said inching the door to close " but thank you for checking on me, I am about to head on to the bed. I am off today, I will call you." she says about to close the door.

" Morgan, no, you're not slick," he says blocking the door from being closed. "Let me in."

" Michael why? don't you think we're moving way too fast?" she says putting her hand on her head. as she put her hand onto her head her robe dropped from where she had placed it. 

Michael inched closer to her and she just stared into his eyes looking for a reply, he moved close enough to stand inside, and close the door.  " No, why won't you let me show you all black men are not the same? let me show you that I aim to love and please you," he said staring into her eyes and rubbing her arms and eventually pulling her robe from her shoulders and let it drop onto the floor. 

"...Michael, please stop okay what are you doing? I have to get to bed I have so much to do to-"  He crashes his lips onto hers and motions her to be quiet.  He rubs her body up and down and kisses on her neck and talks between each kiss. " Morgan..you ..need.. to..let..me..help..you...relax." 

he picks her up " who you all sexy for? you had another nigga coming over?" he says while kissing on her still, she moans "no".

he carries her to her bedroom, throws her onto the bed and stares at her. he found it so sexy how shy she was, she looked away from him while he kissed on her neck. in one swift motion he unstrapped the bottom of her lingerie and dove his face straight into her pussy before morgan could say anything. she grabbed his head and pushed it deeper as he swirled his tongue around her clit, quick and soft. he took his finger and inserted it inside of her while he ate her. the feeling of the inside of from his finger made him hard. she came over and over, when he took his finger out it was dripping in her creamy juices. he finally came up for air and licked his fingers clean. Michael took the whole lingerie piece off and began to suck her nipples. 

he got up and pulled his boxers down, and out flopped his penis. it was so big to morgan she had a shocked but happy look on her face. he pushed her back down roughly and placed the tip at her entrance and then slid it up and down her lips. she was loving the feeling she hadn't had sex in almost two years. without warning, he slid into her. 

he started his strokes slow and then got fast. as he slid inside of her her orgasm started to build and cream started to form on his dick. he took his thumb and rubbed on her clit as he stroked her. it felt so good to him he had to take himself out a few times to last longer. Morgan came multiple times finally after about 3 good times she couldn't take anymore. Michael slid out and flipped her over and arched her back, he kept pumping inside her and she screamed for dear life he smacked her ass over and over and bit into her neck. 

"Michael please don't cum in me baby," she says, she couldn't take anymore and she knew he was getting close, " I won't." he says " ima pull out.' 

" FUCK- damn you got some good pussy," he says pulling out and collapsing onto her. " don't you ever have me worried like that again."

 she laughs " did you pull out in time?" he smiles at her and kisses her " yes I did, but if I didn't-- a baby crib would look good right over there on that side of the bed" 

" You better be fucking playing" she looks at him with a serious look, then a soft look. " I can't believe I just had sex again, I never thought I would." 

"That's just round one," he says smacking her ass and rolling on top of her kissing her on the lips.