The dark side of Shadow

unkown

I m terrified with unkown fear.
And this is getting deeper and deeper..

Cutting my soul, like buring glass ..
Floating in my veins...

Like lawa in my blood.

I thought so many times that i maybe deserve this but its has be a reasone behind it right ? ..

So you can say this is fairfull to be in pain ......... But I find none ...

So why ????? ...

There has to bean answer so i make this right for to be punish.....

But when i peek inside in me I was clear as crystal and clear diamond, shining like sun ... Then whaaayyy ???

Why this pain...

Why this guilt eating me up..

Why my night is sleeplessness... 

Why my eyes scared from dreaming.

I want to be happy ..

Then why my heart still heart..

I want an answer.. 

So i can be in peace.. ..