The dark side of Shadow

why

I know you heat me i know i m nothing but a huge disappointment i will be never one you wish for.

I know there was lot of thing you expected from life would give to you

You wanted someone good somthing better then me but all your dreams had destroyed because of me..

I know only i m at the fault...

And i m sorry for this ...

But is this necessary to smash all this all my face. I can see this in your eyes but don't have to say this that loud.

Its hurts

Its hurt so bad i want to cry.
But i don't want at the same time its make me weak
Make me feel pathetic and gross

Will you answer my one question?? 

Why ??? Why you need to do all this.

Why you need to keep me alive.
When you heat me that much.
When you despise me that much.

Then why you keeping me alive

Just end it... My misery

End these all

I know you don't care
I konw you don't consider me as a humen .... But

Can you please consider me a living thing. Just thus only this consider me as a livingbeing. This will be a great help of you.

Then maybe...
May be you understand that its hurt
Its hurt so badly fucking much..

And you will end this

Plz do me only this favour i m not asking much ..

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