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You silently drive to Lucas's house replaying the entire scenario in your head.
The more you thought about it the more this pit of emptiness built up
You finally pull into Lucas's driveway and exit your car
You knock on the door
Lucas's mom opens the door
She seemed almost surprised you were there
"Oh (y/n) come in" She says ushering you inside
"Is Lucas home" you said shocking yourself with the tone in your voice
It felt like you weren't even in control of your body
Like you were on autopilot while your thoughts slipped away
"Yess he is- uh I just want to apologize for telling your mom false information hunny. I didn't realize you had left the party" she says
"It's fine. I'm just gonna-" you motion towards Lucas's room
"Oh of course" she says watching you walk off
You walk down a hallways to Lucas's room.
You breathe out before knocking on the door
"Please leave me alone mom I don't want to talk to anyone" he replies
You open the door and walking frankly not caring
Lucas was laying in his bed staring at the ceiling when he looks and noticed you
His face was cleaned up but you could see scraps and bruises. The most prominent, his black eye.
"Oh sorry" he says sitting up suddenly nervous
"Oooo do I gotta bone to pick with you brother" you angrily say shutting the door
You sit down at his desk chair and Lucas remains seated on his bed
"(Y/n) just let me explain please" Lucas says
"Okay" You say
"Wait really?" He says
"Yea" you shrug wondering to yourself where all the anger went
"Okay uhhh... well I've had a crush on you.. for a while. Before you and Alessio were dating. I kept it lowkey" he says
"Okay" You say
"Well at first no one knew about it until Gio and Matt caught me on your Instagram more than once and bullied me into admitting it. They are the only two people that know. It's been that way since. Then the two of you started dating and I...well I don't know I felt weird. Alessio fans and my fans are connected so all I would see on my explorer page were pictures of the two of you. I stopped going on social media for a while. I also stopped hanging out and cut myself off from the world" he sighs
You didn't say anything
You had no idea how to respond to that
"Well eventually after seeing what happened with Vicky and Parker I decided to try to get over you. I started partying. A LOT. Hooking up with girls I had no interest in. The night of the party I tried to get Alessio to make it a guys night. He didn't budge. I even brought two girls to go skating with us because I wanted to feel validated in myself knowing you and Alessio were gonna be together in-front of me....but seeing you with him. Being happy and satisfied with each other made me feel disgusting for what I was doing. So I made them go home" he says
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Our Secret |Alessio Scalzotto|
Romance(Y/n) is the next up and coming actress. More and more roles are being handed to her. Her most recent "Rim of the world 2" being apart of the cast is like hanging out with her best friends......Until one of them isn't her best friend anymore. **Hell...
