True love

True Love Part 5

2021 : This is so awful it makes me want to cry. I literally had no clue what panic attacks were like and—I'm sorry if you had go through this. Don't even get me started on the plot, writing, characters or everything else. Nope we're just gonna—

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Jason woke up in his bed at Cabin 1 cold sweat on his face, tears falling thick and fast onto his lap. He shook his head and ran outside. "NO! Reyna, no, no, no, NO!" Some of the people who wake up early came rushing towards Jason to see what had happened. 

Jason just kept shaking his head and muttering, 'no' and 'Reyna' over and over again. Will Solace, Lou Ellen, Piper and Annabeth were at his side trying to take him to the infirmary. Jason's ears were buzzing and the only thing in his mind was Reyna and how he had let her die. He didn't know or want to know anything else. 

Annabeth had been thinking of confronting Jason early in the morning to ask what was going on between him and Piper. Nowadays, Piper avoided Jason and Annabeth wanted to know why. She didn't want to confront Piper in her cabin because there were too many others. She had just gotten out of her bed to go and see Jason when he came running out, screaming and then he just fell to his knees and started muttering nonsense under his breath. 

Piper had been lying awake thinking about Jason and all the fake memories, which had seemed so real to her, for the past few days when suddenly, early that morning, she heard him running out of his cabin screaming Reyna's name. She didn't know what to think. Will Solace, who was tending to Jason, had told her that he was having a panic attack and asked her if she knew who Reyna was. Piper shrugged and said that it must be someone from the Roman Camp. Will just shrugged too, though he looked at Piper suspiciously.

 Jason sat in the infirmary for a long time, he didn't recover until lunch time. He kept muttering things and kept shaking his head feverishly. He was sweating like crazy and had a really bad fever. He fell asleep after a while and when he woke up, some 3 hours later, he didn't remember anything that happened after he had had his dream. Jason was very unsettled when they had told him what had happened because he really hated that he had forgotten something again. After losing all his all his memories, he really didn't appreciate the fact that he forgot something else. Will had told him that he had had a panic attack. Jason didn't care, he was still just frustrated that he had forgotten about something else. Apparently Piper and Annabeth had already told everyone what happened so Jason didn't have to say anything. He just mumbled lots of 'fine's to the people who asked him how he was feeling. He again went through his day like he normally would, except that now the only thing he could think about was the dream that he had, so he was not doing everything with his usual concentration.

A few days later, the same thing happened and everyone became confused. Why was this happening again and again? Jason started having the same dream again almost every other day and that meant panic attacks every other day. Jason was frustrated and became detached from the others.

 A few months of suffering later Jason, Piper, Leo, Coach Hedge and Annabeth boarded the Argo 2 heading towards the unknown. . . 

The panic attacks didn't get any better and Piper hated that she couldn't do anything. Even if she tried nothing happened and it was heartbreaking for her to see Jason like this but now they were nearing Camp Jupiter. Jason, having taken night duty that night, instead of Coach Hedge saying he couldn't get sleep anyways, was sleepy now, so they decided to wake him just as they were descending into the Camp. Piper was just about to do that since they had just spotted Camp Jupiter when, unfortunately, Jason had another panic attack. They couldn't afford a panic attack now. Piper tried her best to calm him down because they would need him. She heard some sounds from above deck but she couldn't go up and leave Jason in this state. The sounds from above receeded and Annabeth came running in to find them. "He's having another panic attack?" Said Annabeth shocked and exasperated.

 "Not again! He's going to take hours to come back to normal, how are we going to go down into enemy grounds without their promised leader!" Said Coach Hedge.

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A/N : Ughh! The suspense! What happens now? Wait and watch (I mean read, obviously)...