I was currently at the store grabbing a few things for all the boys. They had gotten really high and had the munchies. As I grabbed all the snacks they wanted and walked to the register as I got a call from Leo "hello?" I answered.
"Michelle!" He called excitedly "what's up leo?" I asked starting to get excited just from his energy. "I got you a collab with Cr crucial!" He said excitedly. I instantly lost all excitement "you know he don't like me" I said rolling my eyes. "I know, but this can end all beef" Leo said
"I'm not gonna kiss his ass, matter of fact I don't even wanna work with him" I said. "Well if you don't wanna work with him drop one of you love songs. They're the most passionate" Leo continued on
"Leo you know I said I would never drop a song about Jahseh because I can't perform them" I said growing annoyed. "You need too Michelle! I'm trying to reason with you but I have control over you! One of those songs are gonna be dropped!" He yelled
"Okay first of all calm down! And do you not give a fuck about my fucking feelings. Leo I can't sing those songs to myself without crying! What makes you think I can on stage!" I yelled at him. "It doesn't matter. If you made good enough music when you weren't depressed we wouldn't be going through this" he spat
It went silent on both ends "I'm sorry-." I cut him off "fuck you leo! Your full of shit! I should've never came to your stupid ass label! I should've lived a normal ass life! You told me you wouldn't fuck me over and yeah your not doing that but you don't give a damn about nothing but money. I swear once my contract is up I'm leaving your fucking label. I would make good music if you didn't want all my music to talk about fucking! How about you try making music for one day! You need to stop worrying about what the fuck I release. I try to stay humble but you bring the worst outta me. Bitch I get millions of streams! Worry about yo fucking artist who can't even get to 100,000 streams! But no, you not ready for that conversation because your so focused on your bigger artist! I'm good! Let me do what the fuck me want!" I yelled causing people to stare at me
"Michelle I just tried to say I was fucking sorry! And you need to watch your fucking mouth! You can't be talking to me any kind of way! I'm yo motherfucking step dad not one of your lil friends or Jahseh" he said. I chuckled lowly "Jahseh. That's all you like to talk about! If you like him so much how about you fuck him" I said laughing obnoxiously.
"Michelle you still stuck on people fucking him. Your obviously not over him!" Leo said. "Shut the fuck up. Don't fucking tell me about my damn feelings! You never give a fuck any other time." I said placing my things on the counter. "Michelle watch your fucking mouth" he said sternly
"What are gonna do? Whoop me? Tell my mom? Or better yet drop me from your label? Do us all a damn favor and drop me from your fucking label!" I said "conversation over! Your dropping a fucking song!" He yelled causing me to throw my phone across the store smashing into pieces on the floor.
"Woah Uni! Are you okay!" The clerk ask with a scared look. I immediately regretted acting the way I did. "Yeah, I'm so sorry" I said. "It's cool, you obviously need to leave Leo's label" she said bagging up my things. "I can't. But he just piss me off" I groaned rolling my eyes.
"Sorry all this is happening" she told me "is okay. I'll pull through. I always do" I said mumbling the last part. "Can I have a picture?" She asked. "Yeah" she leaned over the counter angling the camera up and aiming it at us. I leaned on her shoulder doing poker lips while she smiled "thank you so much" she said happily posting it. "Can you send that me?" I asked
"I mean yeah but how are you gonna get it?" She nodded towards my phone causing a small smile to form in the corner of my mouth. "Oh so you got jokes?" I said causing her to laugh.
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I entered inside the hotel room. The smell of weed and liquor burned my nose. I saw almost 20 half naked girls walking around. How the hell did they do this? I was only gone for ten minutes. I sat the snacks down and Isaiah immediately begin digging in the bag. "Thanks Michelle" stokeley called
"Yeah thanks Michelle" coolie said. "Y'all welcome" I said walking into the bathroom. I stopped as I seen Jahseh fucking someone. "Uhh I'll use the lobby bathroom" I said awkwardly walking out as he never stopped. I then closed the door. I walked out the hotel room and into the elevator. I waited until we reached the first floor and walked into the bathroom
Instead of going into a stall a stood at the mirror of the empty bathroom and begin crying.
Flashback
"Jahseh I'm pregnant" I said as tears streamed down my face. As the words came out I cried harder. I put my head in my hands. After minutes of crying I looked at Jahseh who was silent the whole time. A smile had appeared on his face. "What are you smiling about?" I asked annoyed. He ignored my attitude and swept me off my feet spinning me around "your pregnant! Your fucking pregnant!" He yelled loudly placing wet kiss over my face "Jahseh" I said in between laughs as he continued to kiss me. He finally placed me on the ground "your happy about this! I thought you wouldn't want it!" I admitted "what? I love you why wouldn't I want it?" He asked "our careers are taking off, how will we care for a baby!" I asked "don't worry about that. We'll be able to do it" he said placing a soft kiss on my lips
I looked up at myself In the mirror. "You look so fucking stupid crying over him" I told myself "move on bitch!" I said as tears begin coming back. "Nope I'm not gone cry! Not over Jahseh" I told myself wiping my tears.
Flashback
"So you think your just gonna fuck me and get me pregnant and talk to other bitchs?" I screamed hitting Jahseh. "You said you didn't wanna get back together!" He yelled back catching my hands. "That was before I started carrying your fucking child Jahseh! You haven't been with me throughout this whole pregnancy! Is this what it's gonna be like when this child is born cause if so I can still get rid of it!" I yelled. He pushed me up against the wall "I swear Michelle if you got rid of my fucking child!" He growled with his eyes darkening. "I-I'm s-Sorry" I whimpered as tears begin rolling down my cheeks. He sighed rubbing his face before pulling me into a hug
"Why am I even fucking thinking about him? He's clearly not fucking thinking about him!" I told myself. "We would never work out in a relationship" I continued
Flashback
"Michelle!" Jahseh yelled startling me. "What?" I asked "look!" He pointed in between my legs causing me to see the blood covering the center of my bed. Just after, sharp pains hit my stomach, going through my entire body. I started cramping terribly. I let out a loud scream clutching my stomach. "Michelle!" Jahseh yelled with his eyes stretching. Tears begin coming out his eyes as he tried helping me up. "I can't" was all I said causing him to break down. He begin crying loudly. "I wanted it so bad Michelle"
I washed my face before leaving out the bathroom and going back into the hotel room. "Did you get-." Craig tried to talk to me but I cut him off "don't fucking talk to me" I spat laying down. The rest of the boys begin dying of laughter.
I soon begin going to sleep
