Michelle POV
"So I was thinking we could name the song heart-." I stopped listening to leo and let my mind drift off. As you know I went to the doctor and got tested for PTSD and IED. I was diagnosed with both PTSD and IED and I would eventually have to start taking medicine until I learned how to control myself
I was so tired of having to take medication. I had to pick up my prescription after leo annoying ass let me go "MICHELLE!" leo yelled. I frowned "what?" I asked "you don't here me talking to you?" He asked "I zoned out sorry" I said "Michelle you need to keep your head in the game. I'm not about to deal with you zoning out and not paying attention" he said sighing
"I said sorry, your acting like I'm always zoning out. Shut the fuck up" I said mumbling the last part. "Michelle" he warmed "Okay what were you talking about" I asked "I need you to ask Jahseh for his phone" he said
"Why?" I asked "so that we can recreate any photos on his phone" he said "why?" I asked "this is why you should've been listening! We are dropping one of your singles and I'm pretty sure Jahseh has at least one photo of you in his phone so we're gonna recreate it for the cover of your single"
"Why would we recreate a picture in his phone" I asked "the single is coming from the number 2 file" he said causing me to frown. Any songs that I made that told a story out was about the same thing were put on a file on my computer. Any sexual song would go in file number 3
Any song that told a story went in the number 1 file. Any song about Jahseh went in the number 2 file. "Leo I swear to god-." I said standing up preparing to start yelling "Michelle I don't wanna hear shit! I'm dropping one the songs!" He yelled over me
"What the fuck do you mean! I'm not dropping anything! How many times do I have to tell you, nothing on there will if ever be dropped. I made them to vent not fucking release!" I screamed
"Doesn't matter! If you don't drop one of the songs I will drop the song anyway and suspend you from dropping anything else" he said. "Fine! You wanna drop the song so fucking bad I bet you I won't perform it!" I said "yes the fuck you will!" He yelled
"Who? No the fuck I won't!" I yelled back. "Michelle I promise you" he mumbled "I'm gone have yo ass looking dumb! Anytime I hear the beat to the song Imma walk my ass off stage! Im out, I'm not about to keep arguing with you over this!" I yelled feelings my chest tightening and my eyes beginning to water. I grabbed my purse, phone and car keys. "Calm down bitch" I mumbled to myself
"Michelle I'm not done talking to you!" He screamed grabbing my wrist. I turned around and screamed as I saw rob stone face. I immediately pushed him as hard as I could backing into the table falling on the floor, knocking things down as I fell. I blinked and everything went away and I saw a confused and worried Leo.
I begin breathing heavily as tears begin pouring out my eyes. "Michelle are you o-okay?" He asked kneeling down to me. I didn't respond and put my head into hands continuing to cry. Leo hesitantly wrapped his arms around me. "What happened?" He asked "I-I don't know. I saw him, in you, but it wasn't you. I don't know" I said in between sobs
"Who?"
I stayed silent not being able to force myself to say his name.
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After I left leo I went and picked up my pills. Before even going back to the hotel I took one. I didn't know what had just happened but it scared me. I took a minute letting everything register in my head. I never seen any signs of PTSD in me until I actually got diagnosed with it. As I pulled up the hotel I saw a familiar car.
As I parked Jace got out the familiar car and walked towards me. I rolled my eyes killing my engine and stepping out my car. "Listen Michelle I'm sorry. I didn't mean to offend you in any kind of way. I thought you wanted to have sex so I tried but that wasn't why I invited you over. I guess I got a little pissed off when you made seem that way. I extremely sorry" he explained
