𝐈 𝐡𝐚𝐯𝐞 𝐚 𝐜𝐫𝐮𝐬𝐡 𝐨𝐧 𝐮 & 𝐈 𝐝𝐨𝐧'𝐭 𝐤𝐧𝐨𝐰 𝐰𝐡𝐚𝐭 𝐭𝐨 𝐝𝐨

𝐅𝐢𝐧𝐝𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐂𝐡𝐢𝐥𝐥𝐢

𝐋𝐈𝐒𝐀 𝐋𝐄𝐅𝐓-𝐄𝐘𝐄 𝐋𝐎𝐏𝐄𝐒
I have been around this whole damn school
Looking for her except for one place
I head my way towards the gym since that's the only place i hadn't checked
But before i could make it to the door u can hear someone in there
I saw her through the door and i saw her through the window in there shooting the ball.
She was chasing after the ball when she misses a few times,
𝐑𝐎𝐙𝐎𝐍𝐃𝐀 𝐂𝐇𝐈𝐋𝐋𝐈 𝐓𝐇𝐎𝐌𝐀𝐒
I was frustrated when i saw kissing her girlfriend angel and no doubt that i was feeling jealous
I couldn't control it but what can i do about it
Bouncing the ball
I tried putting it in the back of my mind and not think about it
But for some reason when i see her around Lisa my jealousy for seeing anyone up on Lisa seems to be getting even worse.
𝐋𝐈𝐒𝐀 𝐋𝐄𝐅𝐓-𝐄𝐘𝐄 𝐋𝐎𝐏𝐄𝐒
I made my way onto the court as soon as she threw the ball at the backboard in frustration
Making the ball bouncing right off and i caught it making her quickly turned around
When she saw me she didn't say anything at first and it felt like she didn't want to look at me for some odd reason.
Like what the fuck is going on here what's really wrong with her.
𝐑𝐎𝐙𝐎𝐍𝐃𝐀 𝐂𝐇𝐈𝐋𝐋𝐈 𝐓𝐇𝐎𝐌𝐀𝐒
What are u doing here?
𝐋𝐈𝐒𝐀 𝐋𝐄𝐅𝐓-𝐄𝐘𝐄 𝐋𝐎𝐏𝐄𝐒
I heard u were upset so i decided to come and check up on u.
I heard u were upset so i come to check up on u.
𝐑𝐎𝐙𝐎𝐍𝐃𝐀 𝐂𝐇𝐈𝐋𝐋𝐈 𝐓𝐇𝐎𝐌𝐀𝐒
Well, u shouldn't have standing here with my arms crossed.
𝐋𝐈𝐒𝐀 𝐋𝐄𝐅𝐓-𝐄𝐘𝐄 𝐋𝐎𝐏𝐄𝐒
Feeling this uneasy tension from her
Look i just came to see what wrong with u
𝐑𝐎𝐙𝐎𝐍𝐃𝐀 𝐂𝐇𝐈𝐋𝐋𝐈 𝐓𝐇𝐎𝐌𝐀𝐒
Well I'm fine u can go now i said with a serious response
𝐋𝐈𝐒𝐀 𝐋𝐄𝐅𝐓-𝐄𝐘𝐄 𝐋𝐎𝐏𝐄𝐒
Well apparently your not looking at her
𝐑𝐎𝐙𝐎𝐍𝐃𝐀 𝐂𝐇𝐈𝐋𝐋𝐈 𝐓𝐇𝐎𝐌𝐀𝐒
Do u have a girlfriend that u need to get to anyway
𝐋𝐈𝐒𝐀 𝐋𝐄𝐅𝐓-𝐄𝐘𝐄 𝐋𝐎𝐏𝐄𝐒
Obviously, u bothered about something 
You don't have to do all this
We can talk about it u really don't have to shut me out
𝐑𝐎𝐙𝐎𝐍𝐃𝐀 𝐂𝐇𝐈𝐋𝐋𝐈 𝐓𝐇𝐎𝐌𝐀𝐒
Smh honestly their nothing to talk about Lisa
All i need is some space right now,
Not even wanting to look anywhere near her way with my arms still crossed
𝐋𝐈𝐒𝐀 𝐋𝐄𝐅𝐓-𝐄𝐘𝐄 𝐋𝐎𝐏𝐄𝐒
Starting to feel hurt
Why are u being like this are u mad at me about something
Confused as all as outdoors
I mean what did i ever do to make u this mad at me?
𝐑𝐎𝐙𝐎𝐍𝐃𝐀 𝐂𝐇𝐈𝐋𝐋𝐈 𝐓𝐇𝐎𝐌𝐀𝐒
Signs look u didn't anything okay
I don't wanna talk about it right now and i need to be left alone right now,
𝐋𝐈𝐒𝐀 𝐋𝐄𝐅𝐓-𝐄𝐘𝐄 𝐋𝐎𝐏𝐄𝐒
Can u at least look at me,
I mean u act like u can't stand to be around me right now and that shit hurts
𝐑𝐎𝐙𝐎𝐍𝐃𝐀 𝐂𝐇𝐈𝐋𝐋𝐈 𝐓𝐇𝐎𝐌𝐀𝐒
Look, Lisa, I'm not in the mood right now for this
𝐋𝐈𝐒𝐀 𝐋𝐄𝐅𝐓-𝐄𝐘𝐄 𝐋𝐎𝐏𝐄𝐒
Then what will it takes for u to get out of this mood then
𝐑𝐎𝐙𝐎𝐍𝐃𝐀 𝐂𝐇𝐈𝐋𝐋𝐈 𝐓𝐇𝐎𝐌𝐀𝐒
Don't fucking worry about it okay and don't u have a girlfriend to attend to anyway,
𝐋𝐈𝐒𝐀 𝐋𝐄𝐅𝐓-𝐄𝐘𝐄 𝐋𝐎𝐏𝐄𝐒
What does she have to do with me and u
𝐑𝐎𝐙𝐎𝐍𝐃𝐀 𝐂𝐇𝐈𝐋𝐋𝐈 𝐓𝐇𝐎𝐌𝐀𝐒
She has everything to do with me and u Lisa
𝐋𝐈𝐒𝐀 𝐋𝐄𝐅𝐓-𝐄𝐘𝐄 𝐋𝐎𝐏𝐄𝐒
Well then tell me what it is right now got dammit
𝐑𝐎𝐙𝐎𝐍𝐃𝐀 𝐂𝐇𝐈𝐋𝐋𝐈 𝐓𝐇𝐎𝐌𝐀𝐒
There nothing u can do about it now anyway
It's too late for me anyway
Trying to walk away from her.
𝐋𝐈𝐒𝐀 𝐋𝐄𝐅𝐓-𝐄𝐘𝐄 𝐋𝐎𝐏𝐄𝐒
Hey, don't fucking walk away from me,
I grab hold of her arm and she snatches away and tries to swing on me.
But i had her pin against the wall we were both breathing hard.
𝐑𝐎𝐙𝐎𝐍𝐃𝐀 𝐂𝐇𝐈𝐋𝐋𝐈 𝐓𝐇𝐎𝐌𝐀𝐒
Trying to fight her off me get the fuck off me Lisa
𝐋𝐈𝐒𝐀 𝐋𝐄𝐅𝐓-𝐄𝐘𝐄 𝐋𝐎𝐏𝐄𝐒
Stop fucking fighting me u know that u don't wanna do this
𝐑𝐎𝐙𝐎𝐍𝐃𝐀 𝐂𝐇𝐈𝐋𝐋𝐈 𝐓𝐇𝐎𝐌𝐀𝐒
Well then let me go then still looking away from her
𝐋𝐈𝐒𝐀 𝐋𝐄𝐅𝐓-𝐄𝐘𝐄 𝐋𝐎𝐏𝐄𝐒
Not until we talk about this
𝐑𝐎𝐙𝐎𝐍𝐃𝐀 𝐂𝐇𝐈𝐋𝐋𝐈 𝐓𝐇𝐎𝐌𝐀𝐒
Finally looks at her fuck u Lisa
𝐋𝐈𝐒𝐀 𝐋𝐄𝐅𝐓-𝐄𝐘𝐄 𝐋𝐎𝐏𝐄𝐒
You know what fuck u two but u ain't going nowhere until we fix this
𝐑𝐎𝐙𝐎𝐍𝐃𝐀 𝐂𝐇𝐈𝐋𝐋𝐈 𝐓𝐇𝐎𝐌𝐀𝐒
There nothing to fix alright
It already, done,
I finally stopped fighting and Lisa was all up against me
𝐋𝐈𝐒𝐀 𝐋𝐄𝐅𝐓-𝐄𝐘𝐄 𝐋𝐎𝐏𝐄𝐒
What happened to u chilli u were alright earlier or at least i thought u were
Looking at her,
𝐑𝐎𝐙𝐎𝐍𝐃𝐀 𝐂𝐇𝐈𝐋𝐋𝐈 𝐓𝐇𝐎𝐌𝐀𝐒
Didn't say anything keep looking away
𝐋𝐈𝐒𝐀 𝐋𝐄𝐅𝐓-𝐄𝐘𝐄 𝐋𝐎𝐏𝐄𝐒
Please don't shut me out that's the last thing
I would want u to do Chill, chill,
𝐑𝐎𝐙𝐎𝐍𝐃𝐀 𝐂𝐇𝐈𝐋𝐋𝐈 𝐓𝐇𝐎𝐌𝐀𝐒
A few tears falling it doesn't matter now.
𝐋𝐈𝐒𝐀 𝐋𝐄𝐅𝐓-𝐄𝐘𝐄 𝐋𝐎𝐏𝐄𝐒
I finally let her go and backed away from her.
You know what fuck this
I don't need this shit i said
Walking off mad as hell and i didn't understand it
I mean why can she just tell me what the hell is going on for once
Instead of kicking off and trying to fight me
I was about to head out the door but then i stopped in my tracks when she started calling out for me.
𝐑𝐎𝐙𝐎𝐍𝐃𝐀 𝐂𝐇𝐈𝐋𝐋𝐈 𝐓𝐇𝐎𝐌𝐀𝐒
Lisa wait I'm sorry i shouted
But i still couldn't say what i wanted to say
𝐋𝐈𝐒𝐀 𝐋𝐄𝐅𝐓-𝐄𝐘𝐄 𝐋𝐎𝐏𝐄𝐒
I turned back and shouted to her this.
Maybe we do need a break from each other
I said to her and left her in the gym calling out for me
𝐓𝐁𝐂...
𝐕𝐎𝐓𝐄...
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