𝐈 𝐡𝐚𝐯𝐞 𝐚 𝐜𝐫𝐮𝐬𝐡 𝐨𝐧 𝐮 & 𝐈 𝐝𝐨𝐧'𝐭 𝐤𝐧𝐨𝐰 𝐰𝐡𝐚𝐭 𝐭𝐨 𝐝𝐨

𝐈'𝐦 𝐀𝐥𝐰𝐚𝐲𝐬 𝐆𝐨𝐧𝐧𝐚 𝐁𝐞 𝐓𝐡𝐞𝐫𝐞 𝐅𝐨𝐫 𝐔

𝐋𝐈𝐒𝐀 𝐋𝐄𝐅𝐓-𝐄𝐘𝐄 𝐋𝐎𝐏𝐄𝐒
After dropping off Tionne it was just me and chilli in the car by ourselves,
I knew Tionne was overdoing it when she started asking way too many questions and not knowing
What could have happened over what had almost taken place when chilli was locked up.
𝐑𝐎𝐙𝐎𝐍𝐃𝐀 𝐂𝐇𝐈𝐋𝐋𝐈 𝐓𝐇𝐎𝐌𝐀𝐒
I was still trying to wrap my head around on what almost happened to me
I'm thankful that Lisa was able to bail me out before that inmate had her way with me
I couldn't shake the fact that i almost became a victim of sexual assault still looking out of the window.
𝐋𝐈𝐒𝐀 𝐋𝐄𝐅𝐓-𝐄𝐘𝐄 𝐋𝐎𝐏𝐄𝐒
I looked over to see her looking out the window
I know that she has a lot on her mind right now
Do u want me to take u home or do u wanna chill at my place?
𝐑𝐎𝐙𝐎𝐍𝐃𝐀 𝐂𝐇𝐈𝐋𝐋𝐈 𝐓𝐇𝐎𝐌𝐀𝐒
I kinda wanna go home and forget about what happened today
𝐋𝐈𝐒𝐀 𝐋𝐄𝐅𝐓-𝐄𝐘𝐄 𝐋𝐎𝐏𝐄𝐒
Nodding my head understanding why she wanted me to take her home okay response softly back to her
I wasn't gonna trip and if that was me in that situation i wouldn't want to be bothered with either
𝙰 𝙲𝙾𝚄𝙿𝙻𝙴 𝙷𝙾𝚄𝚁𝚂 𝙻𝙰𝚃𝙴𝚁
𝐑𝐎𝐙𝐎𝐍𝐃𝐀 𝐂𝐇𝐈𝐋𝐋𝐈 𝐓𝐇𝐎𝐌𝐀𝐒
Lisa pulled up into my driveway and walked me to the door
𝐋𝐈𝐒𝐀 𝐋𝐄𝐅𝐓-𝐄𝐘𝐄 𝐋𝐎𝐏𝐄𝐒
I stood next to her with my hands in my pockets
I guess i let u get some rest now
I'll check on u later to see how u holding up and making sure that u had eaten something
Once she opened the door
I was about to walk away until she stops me
𝐑𝐎𝐙𝐎𝐍𝐃𝐀 𝐂𝐇𝐈𝐋𝐋𝐈 𝐓𝐇𝐎𝐌𝐀𝐒
No, Lisa wait grab her arm and stopped her
I don't want u to go please stay with me
𝐋𝐈𝐒𝐀 𝐋𝐄𝐅𝐓-𝐄𝐘𝐄 𝐋𝐎𝐏𝐄𝐒
Before i could say anything my phone rang
I looked at it then saw it was my girlfriend calling me
𝐑𝐎𝐙𝐎𝐍𝐃𝐀 𝐂𝐇𝐈𝐋𝐋𝐈 𝐓𝐇𝐎𝐌𝐀𝐒
Unless u have to go looking away and backing up away from her
𝐋𝐈𝐒𝐀 𝐋𝐄𝐅𝐓-𝐄𝐘𝐄 𝐋𝐎𝐏𝐄𝐒
No, grab her hand she will be alright, she doesn't need me right now
If anything, i know u need me right now she can wait
I'm staying with u tonight i need to make sure u good first before i leave.
𝐑𝐎𝐙𝐎𝐍𝐃𝐀 𝐂𝐇𝐈𝐋𝐋𝐈 𝐓𝐇𝐎𝐌𝐀𝐒
Are u for sure
𝐋𝐈𝐒𝐀 𝐋𝐄𝐅𝐓-𝐄𝐘𝐄 𝐋𝐎𝐏𝐄𝐒
Nodding my head yeah go inside for me
𝐑𝐎𝐙𝐎𝐍𝐃𝐀 𝐂𝐇𝐈𝐋𝐋𝐈 𝐓𝐇𝐎𝐌𝐀𝐒
Alright don't forget to lock your car and make sure u lock this door when u come in
𝐋𝐈𝐒𝐀 𝐋𝐄𝐅𝐓-𝐄𝐘𝐄 𝐋𝐎𝐏𝐄𝐒
Alright then i be a minute watching her walk inside before going back to lock my car
The phone began ringing again looking at it to see my girlfriend trying to blow me up again
Smh i turn my phone off then i walked back into chilli and close the door locking her door behind me,
I didn't see chilli anyway, so i thought she might be upstairs
𝚄𝙿𝚂𝚃𝙰𝙸𝚁𝚂 𝙸𝙽 𝚃𝙷𝙴 𝙱𝙴𝙳𝚁𝙾𝙾𝙼
𝐑𝐎𝐙𝐎𝐍𝐃𝐀 𝐂𝐇𝐈𝐋𝐋𝐈 𝐓𝐇𝐎𝐌𝐀𝐒
I don't want to talk to u Dallas
𝐋𝐈𝐒𝐀 𝐋𝐄𝐅𝐓-𝐄𝐘𝐄 𝐋𝐎𝐏𝐄𝐒
I could hear the commotion
𝐑𝐎𝐙𝐎𝐍𝐃𝐀 𝐂𝐇𝐈𝐋𝐋𝐈 𝐓𝐇𝐎𝐌𝐀𝐒
Look i don't care u shouldn't have done it
𝐋𝐈𝐒𝐀 𝐋𝐄𝐅𝐓-𝐄𝐘𝐄 𝐋𝐎𝐏𝐄𝐒
I walked over and grab the phone from her
Who the fuck is this
Boyfriend shit no u ain't a boyfriend doesn't cheat on his girlfriend and make her snap until she was arrested
𝐑𝐎𝐙𝐎𝐍𝐃𝐀 𝐂𝐇𝐈𝐋𝐋𝐈 𝐓𝐇𝐎𝐌𝐀𝐒
You can hear Dallas and Lisa going back and forth on the phone
She defining my honor and the way he did me she wasn't having it
𝐋𝐈𝐒𝐀 𝐋𝐄𝐅𝐓-𝐄𝐘𝐄 𝐋𝐎𝐏𝐄𝐒
Naw u don't deserve her man fuck u ass hole and don't call this number again i hung up on him,
I don't care what the fuck he says,
He should never have done u like that...
𝐑𝐎𝐙𝐎𝐍𝐃𝐀 𝐂𝐇𝐈𝐋𝐋𝐈 𝐓𝐇𝐎𝐌𝐀𝐒
Lisa handed back my phone
Where are u going, Lisa
𝐋𝐈𝐒𝐀 𝐋𝐄𝐅𝐓-𝐄𝐘𝐄 𝐋𝐎𝐏𝐄𝐒
Nowhere but downstairs i was gonna let u get some rest
I didn't think she would want to be bothered right now
𝐑𝐎𝐙𝐎𝐍𝐃𝐀 𝐂𝐇𝐈𝐋𝐋𝐈 𝐓𝐇𝐎𝐌𝐀𝐒
But what if i want u to lay right next to me would that be too much to ask for?
𝐋𝐈𝐒𝐀 𝐋𝐄𝐅𝐓-𝐄𝐘𝐄 𝐋𝐎𝐏𝐄𝐒
You want me to cuddle with u?
𝐑𝐎𝐙𝐎𝐍𝐃𝐀 𝐂𝐇𝐈𝐋𝐋𝐈 𝐓𝐇𝐎𝐌𝐀𝐒
Slowly nodding my head i want u to make me feel safe again
𝐋𝐈𝐒𝐀 𝐋𝐄𝐅𝐓-𝐄𝐘𝐄 𝐋𝐎𝐏𝐄𝐒
I can do that i close her bedroom door and we both had gotten undressed
We where halfway naked and we weren't thinking about sex at all at this moment,
Even though she makes wanna ram myself so deep inside her but all i really wanna do is cuddle her and make her feel safe
𝐑𝐎𝐙𝐎𝐍𝐃𝐀 𝐂𝐇𝐈𝐋𝐋𝐈 𝐓𝐇𝐎𝐌𝐀𝐒
I didn't like that Busta anyway she said wrapping her arms around me,
You don't like anyone that i date
𝐋𝐈𝐒𝐀 𝐋𝐄𝐅𝐓-𝐄𝐘𝐄 𝐋𝐎𝐏𝐄𝐒
Cause they ain't treating u right u know that u deserve better
𝐑𝐎𝐙𝐎𝐍𝐃𝐀 𝐂𝐇𝐈𝐋𝐋𝐈 𝐓𝐇𝐎𝐌𝐀𝐒
I have been saying the same thing about u
𝐋𝐈𝐒𝐀 𝐋𝐄𝐅𝐓-𝐄𝐘𝐄 𝐋𝐎𝐏𝐄𝐒
Really u think i deserve better
𝐑𝐎𝐙𝐎𝐍𝐃𝐀 𝐂𝐇𝐈𝐋𝐋𝐈 𝐓𝐇𝐎𝐌𝐀𝐒
It not that i think u deserve better it because i know u deserve better
𝐋𝐈𝐒𝐀 𝐋𝐄𝐅𝐓-𝐄𝐘𝐄 𝐋𝐎𝐏𝐄𝐒
What makes u think that
𝐑𝐎𝐙𝐎𝐍𝐃𝐀 𝐂𝐇𝐈𝐋𝐋𝐈 𝐓𝐇𝐎𝐌𝐀𝐒
Because of everything, u do u give and u support u show unconditional love u are so faithful
You deserve someone who can love u not cheat on u
𝐋𝐈𝐒𝐀 𝐋𝐄𝐅𝐓-𝐄𝐘𝐄 𝐋𝐎𝐏𝐄𝐒
Smile i know that i deserve better
Just like u know that u deserve better
𝐑𝐎𝐙𝐎𝐍𝐃𝐀 𝐂𝐇𝐈𝐋𝐋𝐈 𝐓𝐇𝐎𝐌𝐀𝐒
But then why u deal with her Lisa
Why deal with someone who is going to break your heart instead of founding someone else and be happy
𝐋𝐈𝐒𝐀 𝐋𝐄𝐅𝐓-𝐄𝐘𝐄 𝐋𝐎𝐏𝐄𝐒
I don't know why i keep fucking with her
I should be keeping it moving instead she has me running around in circles playing with my head and my emotions
𝐑𝐎𝐙𝐎𝐍𝐃𝐀 𝐂𝐇𝐈𝐋𝐋𝐈 𝐓𝐇𝐎𝐌𝐀𝐒
That's what i am saying, Lisa, u don't need someone like that around u
You need someone who could give u the exact same love u give only to give back in return
𝐋𝐈𝐒𝐀 𝐋𝐄𝐅𝐓-𝐄𝐘𝐄 𝐋𝐎𝐏𝐄𝐒
Damn she right
I feel like i really shouldn't be with Angel at all right now
Instead, i should be with chilli she and Tionne are the only two who can understand me most of the time
I wanna quick her chilli i do really mean that
𝐑𝐎𝐙𝐎𝐍𝐃𝐀 𝐂𝐇𝐈𝐋𝐋𝐈 𝐓𝐇𝐎𝐌𝐀𝐒
Lisa, u gonna have to be real with yourself on that
You can't keep telling me that and dragging me along and going back to her every time u two decided to talk it out.
I don't want to be hurt by u Lisa when i love i love hard and u know that.
𝐋𝐈𝐒𝐀 𝐋𝐄𝐅𝐓-𝐄𝐘𝐄 𝐋𝐎𝐏𝐄𝐒
I do know that and i would never ever want to hurt u in any way, shape or form to be honest with u
You kinda got me feeling like i should be with instead of her.
𝐑𝐎𝐙𝐎𝐍𝐃𝐀 𝐂𝐇𝐈𝐋𝐋𝐈 𝐓𝐇𝐎𝐌𝐀𝐒
I been wanting to be with u but u keep playing these games
𝐋𝐈𝐒𝐀 𝐋𝐄𝐅𝐓-𝐄𝐘𝐄 𝐋𝐎𝐏𝐄𝐒
Well damn maybe i need to get even more serious than
𝐑𝐎𝐙𝐎𝐍𝐃𝐀 𝐂𝐇𝐈𝐋𝐋𝐈 𝐓𝐇𝐎𝐌𝐀𝐒
Lisa what are u doing i can feel her pulling down my panties
𝐋𝐈𝐒𝐀 𝐋𝐄𝐅𝐓-𝐄𝐘𝐄 𝐋𝐎𝐏𝐄𝐒
Something that i should have done from since day one
𝐑𝐎𝐙𝐎𝐍𝐃𝐀 𝐂𝐇𝐈𝐋𝐋𝐈 𝐓𝐇𝐎𝐌𝐀𝐒
Lisa wait we are dating other people
𝐋𝐈𝐒𝐀 𝐋𝐄𝐅𝐓-𝐄𝐘𝐄 𝐋𝐎𝐏𝐄𝐒
We won't be for long pulling myself out
𝐑𝐎𝐙𝐎𝐍𝐃𝐀 𝐂𝐇𝐈𝐋𝐋𝐈 𝐓𝐇𝐎𝐌𝐀𝐒
You really gonna leave her in for real this time
𝐋𝐈𝐒𝐀 𝐋𝐄𝐅𝐓-𝐄𝐘𝐄 𝐋𝐎𝐏𝐄𝐒
Looking into her eyes, yes,
I promise u that i will end it with her tomorrow
𝐑𝐎𝐙𝐎𝐍𝐃𝐀 𝐂𝐇𝐈𝐋𝐋𝐈 𝐓𝐇𝐎𝐌𝐀𝐒
I can see the seriousness in her eyes
It made me feel some kind of way
Bitten my bottom lip while she slowly enters me so deeply and made love to me so passionately
𝐋𝐈𝐒𝐀 𝐋𝐄𝐅𝐓-𝐄𝐘𝐄 𝐋𝐎𝐏𝐄𝐒
Hitting her spot while she moaned in my ear
I wasn't lying when i said that causes i will drop angel for chilli
Chilli was always there for me and now
I'm gonna be there for her and i can see that she doesn't want anyone but me
We ride or die for each other, and that's on everything
𝐓𝐁𝐂...
𝐕𝐎𝐓𝐄...
𝐂𝐎𝐌𝐌𝐄𝐓...