I Trusted You: Beneath The Shadows (Bakudeku And Kirikami)

part fivve

Kiri POV:

Bakugos been acting really rally weird ever since he came form the bathrom.. shojulf i bee worried?? damn. I continue to howld bakugoes hand, he squezes my hand and stops for a secomd 

"Hey somfing wrong?" i ask rpettyu worried. he looks at me and starts asking questions

"Ei,,, wahts wrong? youve been distant all day and starring ath at stupid extra freaking dunce face, IS somthonng up?? did you take your medicaion for drepressin ? is evrythung okay??? not likd i care anyways hah" bakugo said that last part quietky, he sounded sinceer and like he actually cared. I stared to tear up from the sudden concerm

"B-bakugo please i tolf you to stop worryin about me, im okay noe . and denki had nothing to do withthis i-i dont like him a t all.." i lied, bakugo cant no the truth because hed kill me ofr kill denki. i cat let him knot..

"Ei plese tell me if im soing something wronh ot makin you uncomfortablr,, ill stop if it Makes you ahppy." je railed off tkaing lookd from the floor back to my eyes, i love him i really so bu hes in love woth sp,mpme ese o can feel it i start to tear up 

;I am happu kasuky, i am always happy when im with you.. i DONT LIKE DENKI!!!!1!!"i lie again, my while life is one big lie, a hige lie all i do is tell fis to make people happu  ecause my real opinion sdosent matter itsnot likea hed csre anyways, i sigh and yank my hand away form Katsukis . he started at me like i was an idiot or something..  i tear up z

"Tch yea ight i see you looking at hikm all the frraking time, youre alwasy blsuhing when I shoulf be The one to mae you blush..i mena is it me?? tellme if i did somthin plz " he gave off almost a sad and concerned vibe whic was not like bakug at all

"i d-d-d-ont like him katsuki why cant you see ta\at?" i stutter damn hes good at seeing thrigh my lies i tear up some more 

"Kiri,,, please srop lieinh=g." when he says that i put on a fake smile

"h-hey dont worry about me,, Maybe youd be better off with Deku anyways,," i storm out of the hall with my backpack and runas fast as i can to my dorm, not even caring if bakugos behind me because he doset really love me. once i get two my door m i lok myselfg in the athroom and cry,, i cry a ot becaus e i dont deserve anything. i slamm dunk my bakpack into the toilet and some more.. i look at the mirrior and rememer that i have no life 

(SUICIDAL THOUGHTSWARNING!!!1!!!)!

I remmber how i used to be , happu with my parents in ,y house psh that was a diffrent sstoty. now i have to deal with my depression. manly people get over trama.. im manly, wright? well if i vant even tell eho i love anymore i dont think im a man...im not manly . i look in the Mirriore adn see how ugly i look... i hate it .. i dont want to see this anymore, i dont wsnt to be here anymrre. i dotn want to live anymore. i seep to the fLoor and cry sp,e more. i cay allot  i keep cryin until i hear a knock. who th e frak is here ehn im crying??