We get home from the hospital and my mom is helping me get out the car I immediately go up to my room and start packing for Florida
God this is gonna be a long trip
I pack whatever I can all of my cute undergarments from pink and Victoria secret My jeans from American eagle , pretty little thing , Nike tights and shorts then I pack really cute dress up shirts my pjs and my hair stuff , makeup and the last thing was mostly decor for my new room and last pictures of family and me and Marco
I pause for a second and look at the picture of us .. we looked so happy
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I was so young .. looking at this picture tears start to stream down my face
"Reńee" my cousin calls
I hurry up and wipe my tears and jog downstairs
"Hey are you all packed and ready to go?" She asks
"Packed ? Yes Ready ? No I say taking a long breath
"Hey hey it'll be okay I promise once we get there we can head to the beach or you can meet my friends .... there rappers of a group called members only " she wiggles her eyebrows at the last part
"Yea perfect just what I need another boyfriend" I say sarcastically
"Ok just forget their rappers just think of the as friends then I guess" she says
"Ok indyamarie whateva u say" I say walking back up stairs
I get my big ass suitcase and put it in my moms car along with back pack
Then I go back upstairs and plop down on my bed memories of the trip to Walmart flooding back i close my eyes hoping they go away and then I fall asleep
NEXT MORNING
I wake up not wanting to get out of bed or do anything so I go back to sleep but I was awoken again by my mom yelling my name to get up
"Ok ok I'm up" I said
I get out of bed not wanting to but i take a shower and try not to get my cast wet then I get out and do my skincare routine I left out of my luggage and an outfit for the funeral I left out
