Little health update

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Yes that's my horse above with me on her, her name is Haley (Fullname is: Mel Haley) she's an eight year old appaloosa (Is that how you spell it?)

So yesterday was probably the worst day I've ever had. I stayed inside all day in my bed and only ate one meal, I was alone all day due to my brother not coming into my room until midnight.

Me being the idiot I am decided to watch Stranger Things and

(!!SPOILERS!! I REPEAT !!SPOILERS!!)


Watching Billy die honestly broke my heart even more cause the way Max screamed his name made me think about how I would feel if it was my own brother, that's when I truly broke down. I also did something I've never done before cause my lip started quivering which made me realise that others do that normally and it made me feel even more weird than I already am.

I also realised how happy I am around my horse but she's not here right now and the stress about the stable we are renting is killing me cause everyone have to be out til September. I really wished I could just go to her and talk with her cause she would make me feel better without even saying a word.

I'm sorry I just had to tell you guys that i'm not at my best right now but I'll try and update as soon as I can♡

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