Unwanted

Twenty Nine

Everything goes smoothly, it's been two days since the night na nakilala ko ang pamilya ni Kaz at kaninang umaga nakilala ko naman ang tinutukoy na event organizer na sinasabi ni Kaz, she seems alright and professional, may venue na kami at next meeting kung anong theme or something like that ang pag-uusapan.

I hope Kaz let her Mother and Tita do this thing, wala akong alam sa mga ganito and maybe I'll just ask Tita Aliya to decide for me.

"Kels, did you call your tita Wilma?" Papa ask.

We're having a lunch with Tito Arnaldo and Avery, kanina pa tahimik si Ave I wonder kung hindi pa rin sila nagkakabati ni Logan, magkatabi naman sila last time sa dinner siguradong nag-usap na sila.

"Pupuntahan ko po siya this weekend"

Actually ngayon ko lang na pag-isip na this weekend, Kaz said I should tell him hindi ko alam kung dahil ba sasama siya or gusto lang talaga niyang malaman either way uuwi ako this weekend.

"Are you going with Kaz?" Tito ask

Nagkibit balikat ako.

"Hindi ko pa nasasabi sa kanya" Ave eyed me and she raised her brows

"Don't tell him just go without saying anything.. I can't imagine what Kazimir will do if he found out your missing"

I have this feeling that Ave's been hanging with Akira, I clear my mind of the thing they might be saying behind my back.

"You should tell him Kels" Papa said

Tumitig ako sa kanya, I've been trying hard to stop myself from thinking about Ashley..

 honestly a part of me is glad to know that I'm not a result of betrayal or lust whatever it's called but my Father and his wife is in mutual understanding that they don't want each other anymore before they commit to someone else.

Sumulyap si Papa sa akin ng mapansin na nakatitig ako sa kanya.

"Why? Nag-away ba kayong dalawa?"Umiling agad ako.

"No.. may naisip lang ako"

Ibinalik ko ang tingin sa pagkain, Did he love my Mother then? As if Dad heard my thought he lean and reach my hand na nakapatong sa lamesa.

"You remind me of your mother when you think.. you somehow forget about the surrounding and drift to your own thought"

Now we both thinking about the same thing, I smile at him.. there's no doubt he love her.

When they converse into some business talk nilapit ni Avery sa akin ang kanyang cellphone at hinarap niya sa akin para makita ko kung anong gusto niyang ipakita.

'I hope you find your happiness through the path you choice, you are a business man and I respect that'

Dawn posted it few hours ago, bumaha ng comment ang simpling post na iyon, kinuha ko kay Ave ang cellphone at tinignan ang mga comment kahit ilang ulit na akong sinabihan ni Kaz at Aric na wag nang basahin ang mga yun.

Yesterday formal na na sinabi ni Kaz sa mga reporter na magpapakasal kami, everyone knows about it and obviously nakarating na rin sa babaeng to.

'Marerealize rin ni Guy ang sinayang niya'

'He will regret it'

'You are more than that girl Dawn, it's his loss'

'Lol pinagpalit ka sa isang payatot at pandak'

Dapat talaga hindi na binabasa ang mga comment ehh. Ibinalik ko kay Ave ang kanyang cellphone, may mga tao talagang hindi marunong sumuko, anyway kahit anong sabihin nila matutuloy ang kasal kaya wala akong pakialam sa ibang tao.