drugs [boris pavlikovsky x reader]

seven

slow
motion

your pov

"please" boris whimpered.

i began to cry a bit

"why would i leave you. you keep me warm at night, you feed me. you love me.." i trail off sniffling

"but you still did this! what am i supposed to make of this?!" he gets frusterated.

i shake my head quickly

"i don't know, boris. i'm so sorry."

i felt bad. but at the same time i didn't. i didn't cheat on him. we aren't dating.

"boris why are you so upset" i touch his hand

"because. i thought you were different." he pushed my hand away and leaves the room.

the next day at school

i decided to go to school, mostly because of the tension with boris. i plop down in my chemistry class, saying hi to a few people, when mike walks in the door.

"hey y/n" he winks sitting down next to me

"hm." i nod my head, letting him know i'm aware he's there

"no words from miss y/n today? am i that good-" mike start

"can it wheeler!" i yell. he looks at me confused

"what did i do?" mike asked attempted to put and arm around me. i swat it away

"fuck. off." i scoot my chair away.

"i said, what the hell did i do" he whisper yells through his teeth, grabbing my hand harshly under the desk.

my eyes widen. when boris does it, he does it as a kink. he knows he's not hurting me. but mike, he's genuinely angry

"mike your hurting me" i say quietly
staring at him, my eyes still wide

mike throws my hand down.

"i know who you really are" he points to me.

"get your nasty ass finger.. out of my goddamn face" i say, yelling quietly.

he moves his hand.

now this. this is jack 2.0.

flashback

"do me a favor and FUCK RIGHT OFF" jack yelled to me behind his door

"baby you can't keep doing his" i say jiggling at the doorknob, a huge frown on my face