Ashiah Symone Bryier
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"Bitch you lying" I covered my mouth looking at the pregnancy test
positive?
I started banging it on the sink counter
"wrong fucking answer bitch" I said before looking at it again. Why it still say positive?
I took another test from the box and peed on the stick before waiting. All I could do is hope and pray that I'm not
I ain't even graduate yet, I ain't even hit 20, and I'm barley legal
After waiting I got up and went back in the bathroom. I sighed before picking it up and looking at it
Don't cry, don't cry
"ain't no way" I picked up both of the test and walked out my bathroom going over to my bed
I don't know what to do and I'm low key scared. I prayed before making the decision to tell my momma
she was in her room and I didn't feel like getting up so I just called her
"Ashiah this shit better be important" she said before hanging up, I started breathing heavy and getting nervous
my room door swung open and I got even more nervous
"what you need to talk about?" she asked standing at the end of my bed with her hand on her hip
"when I tell you this don't be mad, so promi—" she cut me off
"I ain't promising nothing, so just gone and tell me"
"I think I'm pregnant" her eyes widened and she started shaking her head
"No you ain't, you ain't finna sit there and tell me no shit like that"
"ma I think I'm pregnant, I took two pregnancy test and they both came out positive. I can take another one cause I don't know if those right"
Tears started falling and they just wouldn't stop. What did I get myself into?
"Don't cry now, you wasn't crying when you was being grown. Let me see the test" I held them up for her to get them and she snatched them
okay damn
"take the other one, I really wanna beat yo' ass. I can't cause I don't know if you is for real" she said as I got up going into my bathroom
She wouldn't let me shut the door cause she wanted to watch me pee on the stick. After I was done I sat it on the sink and washed my hands
After waiting we looked at it and it said positive
"Ashiah you — I'm finna go cause you got me hot as hell. I don't believe that, you ain't gone tell me nothing like that. You ain't no pregnant"
"what I'm suppose to do?" I asked letting another tear slide down my cheek
"I don't know why you crying now, Ashiah. I don't know what you gone do, I really don't. I'll take you to the doctor tomorrow to see if you is for real. I don't believe them test"
I took three pregnancy test and they wasn't cheap
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"well there, you got what yo' ass wanted now you gotta deal with it for the next eighteen years" my momma said as we got in the car
We leaving the doctors office and the results came back positive
"Okay ma" I said not wanting to hear nothing else she had to say. She been talking stupid all morning
"ain't no okay, and the fact that you eight weeks is pissing me off. Kentrell know?"
"No, I didn't tell him yet" she shook her head as she started the car up
"That's a damn shame, but that's what happen when you dont use protection. Now call yo' daddy and tell him"
I scrunched my face up at her, she smoking dick
"No" I'm even more scared to tell him, she lucky I told her
I could've just ran the fuck away
That answer all my questions as to why I been throwing up, tired all the time, and moody
We made it back home and I laid down and went to sleep cause it ain't not point in being woke
I couldn't go to sleep so I just put on some shoes and drove to Kentrell
"wassup Shi" babyjoe said seeing me walk in the living room
Do they ever go home?
Everybody else turned to look at me and said hey. I don't know where Kentrell was but I wanna beat his ass
I walked down the hall to his room and he wasn't in there. He was in the bathroom, so I just laid across his bed waiting on him
He finally walked in the room and when he saw me he smiled
"I missed you" he said hugging and kissing me
"Shut the door cause I need to tell you something. All jokes aside so you know I'm not playing" he got up and shut the door before sitting down m
I pulled all three pregnancy test out and he mugged it
"What the fuck kinda gadget is this?" He Asked and I chuckled a little
"It's a pregnancy test nigga. I'm pregnant, Kentrell"
"Oh well that's all you had to say, I been knew that though" he said and I gave him a confused look
"What you mean?"
"I happily watched myself nut in you, I been knew that" he say that shit like it's a normal thing to say
Now I really wanna beat his ass
"I hope yo' ass know my momma wanna kill me and ain't no telling what my daddy gone do. Why the fuck would you do that shit?"
I punched him in his arm and he held the spot
"Stop punching me and let me see my child" he said ignoring everything I just said as he pulled me closer to him
"I should kill yo' ass, for real"
"there you go with them dumb ass mood swings" he mumbled
"I don't like you"
"I know, you love me lit' girl. It's a huge difference and I was giving you hints to let you know. You just wasn't catching the hints"
That explain why he thought it was so funny I felt sick and was rubbing on my stomach
niggas really ain't shit, damn
It be yo' own nigga that set you up for failure
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