Why Him?!! |double b|✔

🌌chapter twenty🌌

Junehoe's POV:

-jn:"hope the one who gave you that boner worth it"
I said as I saw jiwon coming inside my house
-jw:"last night was a mess,like literally one"
-jn:"you come here and tell me what happened "
I said patting space right next to me
-JH: "morning jiwon"
Said jin as he went out of the kitchen with a bowl of milk
-jw:"you spent night here jin?!"
-JH: "yeah"
-jw:"ohhh yeah totally forgot your boyfriends now"
-JH: "mhhm imma go now and take a shower"
-jn:"you can wait for me you know!!"
-JH:"so you can fuck for the fifths time?! Nahhh no need"
-jn:"okay"
I said as I saw him going up
-jn:"now tell me what happened "
-jw:"okay.."
Said jiwon,as he told me each things he went through yesterday from getting jealous of hanbin and his ex,to making out with Hi and last imaging hanbin...
-jn:"are you serious now jiwon?"
-jw:"its wrong I know"
-jn:"so here is what's happening with you, what you felt back in that party last night is called being jealous of hanbin, you going over Hi yet imaging hanbin or something like means you want him and last you fascinating over him hmmm that's so hard shit bro"
-jw:"meaning?! "
-jn:"jiwon your in love with hanbin, it started since the beginning, from you admiring him to this...you in love with him "
-jw:"the one thing I didn't try to avoid"
-jn:"how?!"
-jw:"I could avoid him, avoiding having feeling for him but I've never gave it that much attention since I've never thou I'll end up in this... No wonder I feel butterflies whenever I'm around him"
Said jiwin holding his face
-jn:"its gonna be alright baby don't worry that much"
-jw:"he doesn't love me June, its wrong "
-jn:"why jumping into conclusion this fast?? Who knows?maybe he likes but just afraid to show it or something plus let's not forget many times he helped you out "
-jw:"June him helping me doesn't mean he likes me or something "
-jn:"well-"
-jw:"maybe I should stop "
-jn:"ohhh my god lemme ask you this "
-jw:"what?"
-jn:"Kim jiwon,do you love hanbin?!"
-jw:"...yes I'm in love with him "
-jn:"then there is no excuse to give up,you'll keep on loving him alright?!, and if you say no I'll make sure to rip your balls off, you won't give up on your love now,till you'll know how he feels for you,that day..and if he doesn't feel same then your free to give up"
-jw:"you always push me to do crazy things"
He said with a slight laugh escaping his mouth
-jn:"call me crazy but i have a feeling he likes you too "
-jw:"so how I'm supposed to act  around him now?"
-jn:"just normal, like you used to,nothing will change,don't say anythy weird alright?! "
-jw:"okay"
-jn:"you've got my back boy "
-jw:"I should go now June he's probably waiting for me for lunch"
-jn:"sure you can go,say hye to him "
-jw:"thank you for your help "
Said jiwin taking  his leave

Jiwon POV:

-jw:"I'm home hanbin!!"
I said as I went inside after 30min drive,where I found him preparing lunch
-bi:"welcome you made it in time "
-jw:"y-yeah"
-bi:"come over,let's eat now "
-jw:"mhhm"
I hummed as we started on eating till he spoke up
-bi:"you were nowhere to be seen last night jiwon, something happened?! "
-jw:"O-ohhh,yeah about that,I went over Hi"
-bi:"ohhh you spent night together?! "
-jw:"no I came back late,you were a sleep"
-bi:"ohhh I see,how are you doing with her?"
-jw:"I'd lie if I said we're okay"
-bi:"you had a fight? "
-jw:"its about me and my feeling "
-bi:"what about it? "
-jw:"I just released I didn't love her since the beginning"
-bi:"what made you think this way"
-jw:"regular couple, feel jealous and all,yet I never Felt this way towards her"
-bi:"I can see that "
-jw:"now I just released I'm falling for someone else "
-bi:"ohhhh,well if you can't handle this situation and relationship, then call it over jiwon,rather than giving fake feels"
-jw:"I thought about it, yet what if he doesn't feel same for me"
-bi:"ohhh so its a boy?!"
-jw:"yeah he is "
-bi:"lucky him,jiwon your a great guy okay,I won't  denied fact that I hated you in the beginning but now after knowing you,your amazing okay??"
-jw:"thank you"
-bi:"I won't say you go and ask him out,since you don't know if feels same for you or not,then I suggeste you to wait and be patient, if he feels the same I'm sure he'll admit"
-jw:"I'll work with your advice hanbin"
-bi:"best of luck"
-jw:"I should go up now, I have lots of work to do,you can deal with dishes alone right?"
-bi:"don't worry about that,I can take care of it"
-jw:"cool,see you soon then"
-bi:"see you"

Hanbin POV:

I said as I saw him making his way up over his bedroom
-"another thing to broke my heart even more,why not?!!"
I said throwing that spoon above the table