Why Him?!! |double b|✔

🌌chapter thirty one🌌 final

Hanbin's POV:

5 years later:

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Baby hanbin hi...

By time you'll get and read this letter kids are already with you,which is a relief to me...
I'm sorry when I did this without even asking your permission nor for your opinion... I'm sorry because I left you,but it was the only way to get the kids back, i really hope youll understand and please forgive me, hanbin I love you,and I don't regret loving you at all...
I remember first day we met,how we got along,how we end up falling for each other, I've never except that to happen yet I've never release I was under one roof with most amazing person I've ever knew in my life,you gave a meaning into my life,you change everything... You change me yet I'm thankful, thank you for being  part of my life,thank you for supporting me,thank you for giving me two amazing kids,hanbin...
Please take care of yourself, stray happy and healthy boys will be always and forever with you always smile, and most important please take care of my kids,I know you'll do amazing without me,and please always tell them about me so they won't feel empty inside,kiss them each day and tell them Dade is watching and protecting you both hanbin...
No matter what happened, where I'm now,no one will take that precious spot in my heart you will always remains as my one and only love in my life,I love you

Jiwon
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Flashback:

I woke up next morning in an empty bed,having no idea where jiwon went to,yet I'm sure its either with the boys or at the police station, I was having my breakfast alone after doing my usual routine till I've got a phone call of jinwhan

Great bro is calling...📞

-bi:"morning jin"
-JH: "hanbin where are you?!"
-bi:"home why?! "
-JH:"come over police station now "
-bi:"w-what happened?"
-JH: "don't freak out Just come here"
-bi:"okay"
I said as I went fast in there,hands trembling bad since I've got a felling,something happened yet he doesn't wanna say,I made it after few minutes later,where I saw boys next to namjoon office which he's the one charged on my kids case,but soon I've saw my kids there
-"mom!!!"
-bi:"ohhh my god my kids"
I screamed hugging them tight my chest,I couldn't believe it they finally came back to me
-JH: "told they'll come back right?!"
-bi:"y-yes"
I said,tears going down my face
-bi:"w-wher is jiwon??he saw the kids the kids already?! "
-JH: "...I'm sorry hanbin.."
-bi:"why you saying that?! "
-JH:"...he leaved us"

End of flashback

I've being reading this letter and recalling what happened that day, day and night for the past five years,looking over it letting my tears speak it own language, sometimes I blame my self,my parents... Our arranged marriage, if we didn't do that ,I'm sure we could avoid this...in one hand I think avoiding all that would be better,but in the other hand I'm glade I met him, knowing him, falling for him and having his kids...after he leaved , sadness found it home inside of me,I cried every day when I miss him till there was no tears left to cry,today  is my kids 9th birthday...another year went by,another occasion that should bring happiness around yet for me its tasteless when he's not around today for the past five years...still  sitting in my chair  inside our room facing my window praying and wishing of him to come back for me,our babies...thinking and thinking till I fel hands wrapped around my shoulders

-JH:"you'll gonna be okay baby"
Said jin hugging me tight
-bi:"hope so"
-JH:"you should be with your kids now, let's go down"
-bi:"be there soon"
-JH: "you'll find us in the backyard"
Said jin as he went out and so did the same right after him,as I made my way down I've heard the bell rang
-bi:"another guest?! "
I said when I opened the door only to come face to face,with an unexpected one, my breath remained blocked in my throat yet years were uncontrollable at that moment
-bi:"y-you came b-back"
I succeed to spell it,after I saw jiwon precious face, sunlight hitting it only to let him shine
-jw:"miss me baby"
-bi:"jiwon you came back t-yo m-me"
-jw:"I'm sorry...I'm so sorry for everything hanbin"
Next things I did was hugging him tight
-bi:"d-don't leave us p-pleaae"
-jw:"I won't I promise"
He said lifting my chain up looking me deep in the eye
-jw:"i missed you so much"
Said jiwon along with a passionate kiss in my lips
-bi:"me too...let's go now all of them are there"
I said as I went first yet I couldn't hold my self from crying joy tears
-mom your okay?!"
Asked wonbin making his way towards
-Jh:"hanbin??"
-bi:"boys daddy is here"
I said as he went in yet my kids jumped on him screaming
-daddy!!!!!
-Ahhh daddy is here!!!!
-jn:"ohh my god jiwon "
Yet rest of them I saw happiness all over thier faces after a long time
-jw:"my boys grow up a lot"
-chn:"I can't believe you came back bro"
Said chan as all of them went jumping on him
-let's cut the cake now mom!!"
-bi:"okay baby,we'll be there"
I said as jiwon made his way towards
-bi:"how and what happened jiwon??"
-jw:"let's just say I worked so hard for the past years but it was worth it
-bi:"w-what about her???...Hi "
-jw:"she'll spend a long period in jail "
-bi:"you did that to her?!"
-jw:"well when it comes to messing with my family I won't go easy"
-bi:"I'm thankful,your here now"
-jw:"I'll be here for the rest of my life"
-bi:"let's go and cut that cake alright?!"
-jw:"okay baby"
-bi:"I love you"
-jw:"even more"
I said as he leaved a kiss in my lips,we went after that,celebrating our kids anniversary, and for the first time I felt it taste after a long time

I'm in tears