We Got Married #2 |Min Yoongi (Revised)

YOONGI 24

Yoongi's POV

Flashback

I woke up the next day with a very hopeful heart.

Hoping to see her.

But of course what to expect?

Until weeks later I kept on ignoring everyone.

Someone came to me and asked.

The most hated question.

My most hated question because damn it! I don't even know!

My only bestfriend never told me anything.

"Yoongi? I'm sorry for asking but I am just curious nasaan si Kionha?"

One of our classmates asked.

I shrugged because of course I don't know.

"I don't know too" I said

I kept my sanity steady until I reached college.

There are some people who knows me.

They still look at me like I am being dumped by a girl who were never mine.

I can feel their stares and their questions.

Their eagerness to approach and ask me.

That's good. Don't ask me. Don't. Just don't.

Damn it.

Years and she's still not here.

Fucking hell.

I started reviewing for my music producing class.

After that, I went home immediately.

Got ready and went to Bighit Entertainment's Building.

Yes, we are actually getting ready for oue debut stage.

We are seven. Our group consists of seven members. Including me of course.

I was actually applying for a producer but I got a position to be an idol.

And so I accept that as a sign to pursue Kionha.

I am meant to find her.

We kept on practising and midnight when I decided to go out.

I decided to go to the nearest convenience store and buy an ice cream.

When it's time for me to pay, I opened my wallet and it showed me the photocopy of Kionha's childhood picture.

A slight pain struck me and it sent shivers down my spine.

"Thank you" I said and went out to sit to the nearest table.

I stayed there while eating ice cream.

The wind gushed and I felt it hugged me.

I suddenly got the urge to look up and saw the moon and the stars.

"Do you see me trying? I tried so hard. It was so hard to keep up with life without you but as what you have said. I did try. But trying feels nothing without you. But I am doing my best" Ako

I smiled bitterly and I cried.

I immediately wiped them but I couldn't stop them from falling.

"I hate you, Kan. I so damn hate you. The moment you'll come back to me you have to beg and ask for forgiveness for telling me nothing."

"I won't ever talk to you. I won't ever hug you even when you will ask me for warmth. I won't ever lay my eyes on you... but you know I can't do that to you. Alam mo bibigay talaga ako sayo. It's so unfair. Ang unfair. It damn hurts. After all these years you are literally the yearning of my heart. You literally are."

I looked up and observed all the starts that's glistening.

I wiped my tears and went back to the dorm.

The night we debuted. We are so happy.

We were planning a lot as a group.

It's fun!

We can't afford to celebrate our debut stage to a very expensive restaurant and it doesn't matter where we celebrate it.

And so we stayed at our small dorm.

We were laughing and talked about our first performance on stage.

I went up to go to the bathroom.

And on my way back to the living room I saw our balcony. Doors are opened.

Agad ko itong pinuntahan at nung malapit ko na siyang maisara.

I looked up the sky and saw hundreds of stars.

I smiled

I put my hand under my pocket na kung saan nandoon yung wallet ko.

And muttered.

"To which one of you, who witnessed me stating my promise. On that specific day. I hope you're here and witnessed me reach it. I performed on the stage for the first time. Am I one of you now? Watch over Kionha for me. That annoying little girl. I will be finding her and make her my world. Kionha, If you're proud of me please hug me through the wind or just send me a sign. I hope you can sense I am asking for hugs." Ako

A minute later and I didn't feel any wind gushing.

"Oh. You're not proud of me huh?" Ako

I was about to close the door.

And when I withdraw my hand from my pocket my wallet dropped.

I continued to reach for the door and bent down to get my wallet.

When I saw a piece of paper peaking...

I picked my wallet and that paper up and saw it has something written in it.

You know I am always so proud of you, right? You know that I can also feel your hard works like how I feel my heart beating. So proud.

- KQI

My heart is beating extremely fast and it felt like it would burst out off my chest.

I held my chest and looked at the sky through the glass door.

"You heard me. You sensed me! Thank you! I am so proud of you too! Hang in there! I'll look for you. I will, love. I will. Damn it. When did you... Teka... Kelam mo sinulat to?" Ako

I shrugged as if I am the one who answered my own question.

And then I smiled excitedly.

The anger in me vanished again.

Damn it. Bibigay at bibigay din talaga sayo. Sayo lang bibigay.

And that's why our debut stage was more than a memorable day for me.

End Of Flashback