Alec's POV
As i smashed my lips on hers! She was so shocked. It took her a little bit. She then kisses me back. It felt so amazing. Having her plump lips against mine it just was so right
She moved her hands to my hair slowly running her fingers in it. I moved my hands to her cheeks slowy caressing one with my thumb. Her lips tasted like Strawberry chapstick. I bit her lip and pull her closer to me. I slipped my tounge into her mouth and our tongues moved in unison with each other. I pull her even closer and our teeth clash together. I grip her cheeks and she grips my hair tighter. We pull apart to breath
C: wow
A: yea
C: why?
A: um..so we get used to it in case we have to do it again.
I knew i was lying to myself
I really wanted to do it because i kinda feel something for her..what! No Alec! You like Marissa just shove the feeling down
C: uh..that was my first kiss
I widen my eyes
A: really?
C: yes! Really! She was getting mad i could tell.
A: hey! Why are you getting mad?
C: because i wanted my first kiss to be real, not fake
A: uh
C: you know what! Forget it. That's over now and i lost my first kiss to you, you of all people! The guy thats just hanging out with me just so he can make my best friend jealous and will probally dump me like trash once Marissa notices him!
And with that she runs inside and i realized tears were falling down her face. I felt so bad because i could tell she was feeling something for me too and i just ruined my chances with her. And all because i thought i still wanted Marissa. I just to walk home because I realized it wasn't far. I was lost in my thoughts when I realize i was home. I just walked in and went to my room. And cried myself to sleep
To be countied
Until next time
Lots of love,
Michelea Daun Green
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Messy: A Clalec Story
Teen FictionAlec is popluar at Tmi High and all the girls are head over heels for him but he has his eye on one girl named,Marissa and to get her to notice him he finds the most badass girl at thier school to make Marissa jealous Clary is known as Fiery Red he...
