Attention

Dave

Me and Layla had been moving around each like zombies we don't speak to each other I sleep in the guest room or the living room the house is fairly quiet other than the kids talking and running around there was no communication between me and Layla at all I had been talking to Miracle everyday though and I've been with her I knew her fiancé wouldn't have a problem with that at least I hope not royal had yet to be found but we was taking matters now into our own hands me miracle and tay we couldn't keep rely on the police they don't know shit
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I decided to pack a bag up I didn't want to be here I had already booked my hotel to go stay there man I missed Dino I would surely be at his crib right now I put my bag into my car I went to kiss the girls telling them I'll be back I looked for Layla to find her in the room crying I sat on the edge of the bed

"You still love her" she cried out making me look at her stupid

"Don't try to deny it I left my phone in her room at the hospital on record call me insecure or whatever but u cheated on me with her multiple times as you kissed her and told her u would have never married me if she never left" she was now brawling crying

"Layla listen"

"You know that what I should have been doing like you told her your action Show more than your words I'm just trying to wrap my head around how can u be so in love with someone thats never been there for you never but yet I am with u every step of the way I can't constantly compete with her dave"

"I never asked you too"

"THEN TELL ME WHAT TO DO AS YOUR WIFE what AM I SUPPOSE YOU HAVE ALWAYS LOVED HER AND IVE BEEN SEATING HERE LIKE A DAMN FOOL ALLOWING MYSELF TO FORCE HAPPINESS ON YOU"

"You not forcing shit on me either I'm here or I'm not"

"Your not here u haven't been here in years and I'm tired of it"

"What are you saying"

"IM SAYING BE A HUSBAND THE ONE I FELL IN LOVE WITH TO BE EXACT"

"Man I'm tired of the insecurities with you I'm really not happy with u any more and I can't keep holding this in"

"Well why are u with me"

"Because I took vows I didn't want our marriage to end but I just can't be here like u need me to be I haven't been in years"

"U just want to leave me to be with her"

" no I need time for myself I haven't really thought about me in years always u my kids Miracle always I don't get vacation I don't get to enjoy life"

"That's what happens when u grow old and start a life with someone"

"That u forget about your self"

"I forgot myself I wake up in the morning get up get my kids together be a great wife to you accept all of your friends you and your son with open arms I did that out of love"

"NO YOU DIDNT YOU DID THAT BECAUSE YOU DIDNT WANT TO BE ALONE U KNEW AS SOON I LEFT YOU I WAS GOING TO MIRACLE AND U WASNT GOING T WANT TO START OVER WITH SOMEONE ELSE BECAUSE YOUR BELIEVED I WAS THE MAN FOR YOU WHEN I SHOWED U MULTIPLE TIMES I WASNT"

"Your right fool on me for committing to u and devoting my time to everything that has something to do with u u never fucking deserved me almost 6 years into this thing with you and you have did nothing but brought me heartache pain and I stay and stay because I don't want to have to drop our kids off at your house I don't want to communicate from separate houses I didn't want my kids to see that but what can I do u didn't want me to begin with I was always the rebound chick that just so happen to marry u and accept all of your flaws EVEN U HITTING ME AND BASICALLY RAPING ME" she snapped

"Yeah I hit u but I didn't rape you your ass was throwing it back calling me daddy and everything"

"Fuck you"

"You have"

'SLAP!!'

"I'm tired" she mumbled while I held my face I took it took that hit I deserve it

"So divorce me"

"HELL NO AND LET YOU AND THAT BITCH run off together over my dead body"

" I don't want this anymore I just want to raise my kids so imma gone dip and divorce you"

"I have to sign the papers stupid your not leaving me and your daughters"

"This shit we got is toxic"

"Likd the shit u and miracle got is any better u think you will become a better man some how because you with her NEWS FLASH WE CANT RAISE A MAN THAT WAS YOUR MAMA JOB ALL WE CAN DO IS HELP BETTER U AS A MAN BUT YOUR NOT EVEN A MAN U GOT TO BECOME A MAN AND AGE DONT MAKE U A FUCKING MAN"

"And just because you stayed around through my bullshit doesn't make u a wife"

"You right that make me stupid for all the shit I allowed all the way down to Royal I allowed myself to suck it up and help u with him as a good wife should but I should have left then"

"Then LEAVE"

"NO"

"Then stfu u can't complain about me doing this and that when u won't leave u choose to take this shit a real woman would get up and get herself together on her own"

"Love is such a strong thing I ask myself everyday why I stay and I don't even have a answer that pain u cause me I should have been gone but I love u with everything in me and it's not easy for me to walk always but I know imma have to I just cant"

"I'm not good for u"

"I know"