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i had been watching miracle throw herself head first into this funeral everything had to be perfect and now that it was over i wonder what she was going to do. life has hit her harder than expected in these last few years,and i just wanted my friend to be happy i walked in the house seeing dave still on the couch with the baby n miracle walked around like a zombie. i havent seen much of dee which was strange

"i think we should go out today you know just to get out the house" i told them and they both looked at me

"i cant im packing mama stuff today" miracle mumbled

"cant that wait like come on lets go have a good day"

"I SAID I HAVE TO PACK MAMA STUFF SO EITHER YOU HELP OR LEAVE ME THE FUCK ALONE" she shouted making royal burst into tears she walked off abruptly slamming mama door i looked at dave

"she hasnt cried yet yaknoo" he mumbled

"what??" i asked

"she took her engagement ring off too."

"hold on her and dee are not together anymore what happened." shocked at all this new found news

"i dont know but i know she put all of his stuff in the guest house"

"wow!!!"

"yeah whats going on with you ... you are usually the one to point these things" he asked

"ive been you know trying to decide if i should tell Courtneyim pregnant or not" i shrugged

"YOU PREGNANT!!"

"YES SIR I AM"

"are you keeping it"

"i dont think so." i mumbled the last part

"you need to figure this shit out man i cant believe this"

"so have you talked to layla" i asked him

"yeah everyday to check on the baby just in case it is mines she has been begging me to come home but.... i dont know man"

"why wont you go home if thats what you want to do"

"miracle not in her right mind right now i cant leave her and royal im always dipping on them when they have been the ones that stayed down for me to be honest"

"awwww im glade you stepping up because she needs it" i said getting up from the couch going into mama room seeing miracle holding on to mama picture

"so do you want to talk now" i asked sitting next to her she laid her head on my shoulder hugging the picture tightly

"i miss my mama" she cried "papa didnt even show up to her funeral my auntie tells me he has a new woman out of state thats why he hasnt been here he filed for a divorce after mama told us about her having cancer" she mumbled

"so he has been lying this whole time why lie"

"i dont know but im tired of constantly being let down" i mumbled

"so how is dee"

"a single man that needs to come get his shit out of my house i cant believe i was about to start a life with that man."she chuckled

"what happened"

"my mother died i found my mama dead and he left hasnt called or anything no husband would do that"

"yeah i understand all of this shit you have been going through you would think he would be the one by your side"

"yeah i have to get myself together though i really do i have to do better for my son"

"we both do honey but you realize if we never had anyone we always had each other" i smirked

"and its going to stay that way."

"i was thinking about moving out of this house i need a new start a fresh start"

"you want to move again damn im pregnant i cant be moving now"

"you dont have to you can keep this house if you want i just need to get out this state of misery a new setting to much has happened in this state i dont even know why i moved back to new york in the first place i was great in texas" she stated

"girl wherever you going im following what the hell you talking about" she smiled

"lets move back to my home land for a year then come back to the states" she smiled

"yoo your wild how will dave feel about that"

"he can always come see his son i just need a fresh start i need be with positive energy its time for me to pay attention to my son my life my well being"

"i have never been to west africa"

"you will love it i promise its either come with or stay here"

"ohh im coming with the african men love other men kids" i fell over laughing "yeah and they cater to their woman too with all those big DICKS" SHE ROLLED OVER LAUGHING

"okay so how you going to break the news to dave"

"im tell him simply for my mental health i need to leave you are always welcomed to come hell i may even buy his ticket to come and visit as much as he wants"

"aww im glade to see you guys in a good place" she smiled

"me too its been a long time coming took us some deaths a couple of heart breaks and our son getting kidnapped for us to get it together but we did" i smiled

"yall was suppose to be married by now"

"oh trust me we will be..." i smirked

"WHATTTTTT!!!!!"

"He my soulmate i know that much it dont matter how bad we fall out yell fight curse he is always there maybe not in a good way but in a strange way i know we meant to be its just not our time"

"its good to have that faith but you know when yall get married he not letting go loo how long he done held on to layla no good ass"

"YOU ARE SO RIGHT" she laughed

"but when its our time i think we both will know i think the first couple of times we was going about in all the wrong ways that lead to alot of people getting hurt in the process." she stated

"yeah cause dino loved him some you only for you to be madly inlove with that big head baby daddy of yours"

"yeah i really regret hurting dino like that i should have talked to him first you know"

"well let me help you pack mama stuff so we can go look at houses in AFRICA" i smiled

im sorry for the wait but between school and work with extra shit that going on i kinda forgot to update i been slacking and that is totally my bad but im trying to at least adjust myself on a schedule to update at least once a week -author note