The football player and me ~sprousehart story~

Your perfect

*1 week later*
Lili POV
I was talking to Cole about our future  again I couldn't seem to get enough of it 

"Baby please don't be mad" he says

What do you mean Cole, I say getting worried is he going to break up with me is all I could think

"When we graduate high school I think I'm going into the military"

Oh, I say and let out sigh of a relief but then I think again

"Lili you ok" he says

Yea I am just if you want to do it go for it babe just leaving you will be hard on me but I respect what you want to do, I say

"I was joking babe you seemed so serious" he says

OH THANK GOD holy shit I was about to cry, I say really fast

"Aww babe you can't get rid of me that easily" he says

I don't want to get rid of you that easily, I say

"Well don't go sleepy on me we have a game tonight" he says

I know I still can't believe your 17, I say changing the subject since Cole's birthday was about a week or two ago

"Don't change the subject and get in your uniform" he says

Fine, I say since i do have to get ready this year we have a short sleeve and long sleeve uniform so winters we use long sleeve and yea

I got my uniform out and I changed in front of Cole it didn't matter we always change in front of each other I did my half up and half down hairstyle and I was about to do my makeup

"Baby come here" Cole says

Yes, I say and go over to him and he lifts me on his lap

"Why do you wear makeup I hate it" he says

Because it makes me look prettier, I say

"No it doesn't you already beautiful you don't need it if we're being honest makeup doesn't make you prettier your so gorgeous without it" he says

No I'm not do you not see me I'm ugly im too fat and ugh I don't even know why I'm doing cheer, I say about to cry and look away from him.

Why did you chose such an ugly girl like me when you could have someone as pretty as Madelaine or Vanessa there beautiful with there perfect bodies even Camila has a better body than me I'm just ugly I don't know how you picked me I'm too needy and I'm clingy why haven't you left yet, I say with tears

"Lili you are but ugly and you are not fat I love that your clingy it's one of my favorite things about you so what if you don't have the perfect body I could care less I fell in love with you for a reason and that was your personality and how you stayed true to yourself not because of your looks so what if you don't look like Madelaine or Vanessa your perfect and I love you the way you are your a wonderful aunt to Alyssa and a great mom to Cher I'm so lucky to have you everyday I don't know what my life would be without you, Lili Pauline Reinhart you are keeping me sane maybe the only thing that is keeping me sane right now and I can never stop loving you and I know I won't stop because without you and I'm not me without you Lili Reinhart I would lose my mind and go insane because i love you so much that it hurts to see you calling yourself that every time I look into your eyes I see the person I want to be with the rest of my life till I die I see the person that I want to have my kids and the person I want to grow old with the person I fell in love with when I look into anybody's else's eyes there not yours I love you and only you" he said almost crying too