Fake It Till You Make It (SHKLANCE)

Caught!

This is a angsty chapter, my boi Lancey is going show his depression 😭. Self harm, panic attacks, and self doubt is included. Self harm is serious, ive done it before it becomes addicting but, I got help. Enough about meh, so yeah... YOU'VE WARNED 💝

Lance POV

I walked into the house Shiro drove to. I smelt another Alphas scent. 'As I say Lance B.I.A.B ( Betrayal is a b#*@h ) I've told you don't trust anyone.'

'The same, sold to another Alpha, maybe for pleasure or to own' I thought.

"Keef?" I tug on Keith's jacket. "I want to bathe again, I'm sweaty" I lie. "Sure babe, follow me" He responds. I enter the bathroom and locked a door. I take off my clothes to reveal fading scars, and one huge one that I recently done. 'You deserve this ya know.' I nod to the voices comment. I dig in my pockets from the floor and got my razor. I sat down on the floor 'L' shape, soon I was greeted by a familiar color. "I deserve this." I repeat.

I played my playlist

(Close to feeling sad) you don't have to read da lyrics
Put a sock in it
Just stop running your mouth
Got my mind made up
I ain't coming back again
No way, no way, no way, no way
Cause I'm so fed up
You got me messed up
If we hooking back up
Don't press your luck today, today
I'm blowing you away
Things just ain't the same
And I'm ready for a change
Go on, begone, ta ta, so long
Can't you see that you're
Fading, fading, fading, fading
Away, away, away, away
I opened up my eyes and I finally realized
Today, today, it's too late
You're fading away
Saw you turn into a ghost right in front of my eyes
Tell me what's a girl to do when she's crying inside?
I'm about to go insane, I'm jumping off this train
Whether wrong or right I'll be gone by night
Can't you see that you're
Fading, fading, fading, fading
Away, away, away, away
I opened up my eyes and I finally realized
Today, today, it's too late
You're fading away.

"Damn I can sing!" It distracted me from my pain, but once I was done I felt burning sensation.

Keith POV

Shiro went to pick up pizza, so I sat in couch waiting for Lance. Singing？

I walked up the steps to listen. Once he was done I wanted to clap but something held me back. While I was upstairs I left Lance pjs, Adams blanket is really puffy Lance will get hot, plus who wouldn't want to see that ass!

( KEITH LANGO )

I walked back downstairs and saw Shiro already watching TV. "Oh, you miss it. Lances voice, god he sounds like a angel." I blush and fall on Shiro.

"His voice already sound magnificent." Shiro cuddles me. We had a good conversation about Lance. "GUYS, umm.... DO YOU HAVE OTHER PANTS?" I hear Lance yell. "Umm no" I wink at Shiro.

"Oh ok, I'll stay up here then" he continues. "What did you give him?" Shiro ask firmly.

"Just shorts." I say confused. Shiro picks me up and places me on his hip. We walked to the room and Lance moved as quick as lightning we did. He moved his whole body underneath the blanket. "Lance?" Shiro quickly questioned. All we got was whimpers. Shiro puts me down and approaches the lump underneath the cover as an injured animal. "Do-don't look at me!" His head pops out. "Lance, what's wrong?" I ask

"No! Alphas would be mad and disappointed!" He yells. "No yelling, wouldn't want you lose your voice" I boop Lances nose earning a giggle. "Kitten be still" Shiro says reaching for the cover. I went over to distract him it work.

The gore scene we saw on Lances thighs and arms made me burst in tears. "Lance, you did this?" I could barely speak, I jumped on the bed and cuddled him. Shiro joined, "w-why? Did those two call you, WHAT DID THEY DO, WE CAN FIX..... it" Shiro looked into Lances eyes and say fright. "I'm sorry, what happened?" Shiro cuddles Lance.

"DONT SELL ME!" Lance shouts