I still bear the crushing guilt to this day...
I know it has been a long time...but I cannot find myself to forgive myself...even if everyone else has...I cannot help it.
It hurts too much to bear, but It's my punishment, I deserve it
They try too hard to fix me, but they should be worried about themselves, their lives are more important...I feel as if it is far too late for me.
Nova, I do not understand why you are helping me even after everything, as well as everyone else...
I'm still the horrible person you all know.
