here's to never growing up

Chapter8: Pictures

Prince P. O. V

It was freezing outside i looked out on my porch to see yn standing there in a sweater and coat with boots on playing with a peice of branch in the snow i swear she was insane. I looked closer to see she wrote something that  said
DOWN HERE NOW!, I walked downstairs outside to where she was she looked at me with a rather serious facial expression then grabbed my hand and lead me inside her house. I looked and examined everything seems rather nice and cozy she sat me down and i looked at her as she played with her fingers moving both her index round in a circle then tapping them against each other

She was nervous.....

She spoke slowly making sure she got all her words out carefully and silent yet load enough that i alone could hear, she never looked me in the eyes yet i knew she was speaking directly at me

'i have something to show you ' her eyes wondered around her house... She made sure she didn't make eye contact i think it made her feel comfortable... 

She went upstairs and came back down with a box it was big and it held paper like stuff in them she sat it down between us on the floor and opened it

' these are the pictures of you and me when we were yonger before u went into a coma... '

Tears were flooding her eyes and streaming down her almost pale cheeks...

I picked up one of the pictures which had us holding hands and looked at it contemplating...

Think jacob.....

Nothing came back....

But i knew for a fact that if she had all these pictures of us, she must of kept them for a reason

' everyone gave up on you jacob including your mother i was the only one who made an effort to t
See you and it broke every inch of me seeing you like that

She held up a picture of me years ago on the hospital bed

I looked at her she wasn't crying. She was bawling her eyes out she continued to speak in between words u could hear her sniffs

I prayed for you every night...
Her head was down she didn't make eye contact not once

I came on every birthday
Every Christmas and
New year's

Her voice began to break and
Her sweet course voice turned into the sound of pain and agony

I couldn't believe what i was hearing

And Jacob it broke my heart that you didn't remember me

She was trying to refrain herself
She looked at me and her beautiful sunset brown eyes was soaked in tears her lips were red and her entire face was flooded with tears

And it broke my heart

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-spiffycookie143 <3