here's to never growing up

Pictures Part 2

YN P. O. V

I figured i should just tell him

He means so much to me

I went through this with myself a million times

I knew he wasn't gonna wake up and be the Jacob that i knew

I prepared myself for anything that could of happen when he woke up

The doctors was telling me to give up but they didn't understand the bond Jacob and I had

I told myself that whatever happened to him wont affect our friendship and he will be okay

And wake up

I didn't know he wouldn't remember me i didn't prepare myself for that, i thought even if he was in that stupid coma all the time i went to the hospital and held his hand and told him about my day....

And when he woke up he just forgot

Not only me but his family

That was too much for one girl to handle!

And now im sitting here crying my eyes out like a baby because he didn't remember that... 

I loved him...
I still love him...

And its not easy holding on to someone when everyone is saying to just give up

His mother had lost hope for Christ sake!!

But i didn't give up on him

I couldn't give up on him

Because he didn't give up on me!

Prince was and is my only friend
My best friend

And when we kissed...

And when we kissed I knew that something was there besides friendship

And even if he forgot about me

I wont forget about him

Because.....

He would always be my friend until the end of enterity