Quincy in the mm.
Shay.
"Q! Deeper baby. Mmm." I moaned as he shoved himself inside of me, causing me to arch my back in pleasure. As of now I was being held against the shower wall while my hair soaked from the hot water scorching both of our bodies. Our eyes met and I instantly looked away, escaping his glance. Unfortunately, he yanked my hair so I'd look at him and kissed me. Three rounds later and he still hasn't stopped. We should've never done this.
Quincy.
"Quincy you have to go." Shay mumbled as she slipped on a bra and panties. I ain't fucked anybody in a while and definitely not her. That was the first time in two years.
"Look at me." I stood up, backing her up into the wall and placing my hands on the wall next to her so she couldn't retreat. She looked down, refusing to look up at me.
"Did we just make a mistake?" She whispered, finally looking up at me.
"I don't know. Did we?" I looked away. She didn't want to do that. She did it because she knew I wanted it. "You should've said you ain't wanna do that."
"You should go." She whispered, looking up at me. I clenched my jaw and nodded, grabbing my jacket and walking downstairs.
"Quincy wait!" She shouted, chasing me down the steps. I stopped and turned around as she grabbed my face and kissed me. I kissed back holding her waist and slowly pulled away, pecking her lips a few times.
"I love you." She whispered, playing with the bottom of my shirt as she looked down. I paused and looked down at her as she looked up at me with teary eyes. I didn't know what to say.
"Call me." I replied, removing her hands from my shirt and kissing her cheek before leaving. I'm such an asshole.
Shay.
He's such an asshole. He fucked and didn't even say he loved me back. I'm only helping him because I owe him and i'm not cruel but he has one more button to push before I give up on him... Up on us.
Jacob.
He's such an asshole. I've been waiting for four hours for him to come back and take me to my doctor's appointment. He knows I can't leave without a partner and I don't trust anyone else. I watched as the door quickly opened as he entered, closing the door behind himself without seeing me sitting on the edge of my bed waiting.
"Oh hey Jay. You good?" He asked.
"You good? Am I good? Quincy my damn appointment was 2 hours ago! You promised you'd take me and nothing would stop you! You know I don't have a car or another partner to leave with!" I shouted as tears stung my eyes. I didn't realize I was crying until I felt the salty liquid roll down my lip.
"I'm sorry Jay. Don't cry." He sighed, sitting next to me and wiping my tears. I sobbed and covered my face, crying uncontrollably. "You promised, Q. You haven't been keeping your promises lately." I whispered, wiping my tears and standing up.
"Look at me." He pulled me on his lap and lifted my cheek, rubbing my red cheek.
"I ain't gon let you down no more. Okay?" He asked, rubbing my back. I bit my lip and nodded. I wanted to believe him but he was giving me no reason to. Hopefully he'll prove me wrong.
"Give papa a kiss." He laughed. I sighed and kissed his cheek, trying to stand up. I failed and was pulled to his lips, kissing him. He bit my bottom lip and slipped his tongue in my mouth. I felt something vibrate and looked down to see his phone ringing.
"Let me take this." He sighed, standing up and walking out of the room. I rubbed my stomach involuntarily and stood up, walking over to the bathroom and closing the door. I looked in the mirror and sighed before lifting my shirt and turning to the side. I wasn't showing but I could feel a pudge forming in my stomach. It seems really early but since i'm so thin it's pretty easy to see. I pulled it back down and used the restroom before exiting.
Q didn't come back in yet so I laid in my bed. I wish I could just fall to sleep and never wake up....
