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2: plaguing nightmares

normal- tord
Italics- tords mind <:0
Underlined- tom

Tords pov
I woke up startled. Nightmares plaguing the night. Cold sweat dripping from my forehead and onto my bed. I stood up and walked to the bathroom, turning on the shower. I unwrapped my arms and got undressed, stepping into the calming, hot shower. It was soothing until a little later I heard a knock at the door and panicked. "Tord?". It's tom. He's here. He'll hurt me again. Dritt, please not again. Wait, what am I thinking? He won't hurt me, I've done nothing wrong.....right?. Oh god. "tord" His low ruff voice startled me from my thoughts. "C-coming!" I stuttered. Shit. He'll suspect something. I quickly put a towel around my waist and tried to put on my red shirt, black waistcoat and trousers, forgetting my goggles as to not anger him even more. "What are you even doing Jehovah? C'mon!. " Hurry up! Hurry up! Hurry up!! I mentally slap myself as I run to the door looking like mess, shirt halfway buttoned, same with my waistcoat.

Opening the door I saw him. He look at me and I swear I saw him blush. He wouldn't want you, you're a monster in his eyes. Just a weapon for him to use as he pleases. I let out an exhausted sigh and he noticed. "What's wrong with you? You look terrible." He was right. I do look terrible. "What's that?" He grabbed my arm tightly and pulled it toward him. I flinched in pain and yanked it away. "W-What do you mean?" He saw. He saw. He saw. Dritt. He'll kill me. What should I say?. What should I do?. "The marks. What are they from?" He said a little softer, surprising me "from..um..training! Yeah, I-uh- hurt..my arm in..training" i stuttered and I could feel anger radiating off him "don't lie to me, tord." Oh no. I try to think of an excuse but nothing came. I couldn't think. Something was blocking my mind from coming up with an excuse. Please don't hurt me again.

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