The Love I Never Gave-Maylor

Nightmares

Hours Later

Night

Color seeped in, flashing in sparks before regaining focus of what was going on. Dark room with the outline of a bed, having a figure lying on it. Light from outside shone into the room, through the cracks in the curtain. Brian's bedroom. Mind went blank. What happened earlier? No events from earlier came into mind. Shattering pings of nausea shot in, exploding in my head and dropped me back to the ground again as I tried to stand.I grasped my head, pinching it, hoping the pain would go away but it didn't. Pressure built up in my head and pounded against my skull, loud thumping in my ears. Thump. Thump. A scream squeaked out and I covered my mouth, I couldn't risk waking Brian up. I curled back into a ball, legs rubbing one another, hands pulling at my hair, trying to silence what was happening inside. Everything fell into darkness, and into a pit full of nothing.

"Time to please me," Brian growled, licking his lips. "No, don't please!" I shrieked. "Too late now for that!" He grabbed my ankles, dragging me across the floor onto a bed full of whipping weapons. Hair dragged along and face rubbed at the carpet, burning it and hands clawing at the ground, nails nearly ripping out from trying to escape out of Brian's wrath. "You're mine now, and only mine!"

Eyes burst open and lungs caved in, contracting and not allowing air to come in. Tears emerged from my eyes and spilled out, rolling off and trickling down my cheeks, soaking the floor wet one after another. Ear piercing screams ripped out of my mouth while I gasped for air, gulping at it, wheezing noises filling me, echoing around the room. Hands thrashed around at nothing, trying to fan myself, so I could breathe.

Brian whipped around to face me and got out of bed in a heartbeat, charging at me.

"Shut the fuck up, you motherfucker!"

I couldn't stop. Tears kept coming and wheezes only grew worse, coughs filled with squeaks following and screams ripping through my throat, never stopping. From the darkest places in my soul, that's where most of my sorrows came out of, fueling all the tears, screams, all of it. Vision became nonexistent, only being able to see blobs and blurred images. Brian was a demon in my eyes, one that could never be forgiven and one of the evilest ones out there, reluctant to his emotions and delusions.

"Stop!" He screamed at me.

He kicked his leg up with force and kneed me in the stomach. Insides squirmed and numbness overtook them followed by the reality of it, jumping up and down, wanting to leave as I crouched down, falling to the floor on my knees, grasping my churning stomach and torso, wanting to let it all out. Wails shook my body and eyes couldn't keep up with the overflow of tears gushing out of me in sputters, spraying all over the place. Face and lips smothered in drool, dripping down my chin as gasps were released. The figure disappeared and the sound of a door opening went off in the distance. Vacuums of darkness showered in through the door, waiting to bring me into a world of unknown. Hands gripped my shoulder, pushing me out nearer to the door. It stopped and then followed by a push and a sense of falling. I stumbled in my steps and landed on the ground with a loud thud. Bristles of the carpet stabbing my skin. The door slammed closed, it's sound echoing in my ears and a lock turning. Before I could do anything, a black screen came on and I was out.