I'm A Cimorelli

~C5: Mean~

AJs POV {TW!!!}

I ran to the bathroom and I ran into the stall and I threw up. I haven't cut for 3 months but now was the time too, I couldn't take it, I pulled out a razor and began to cut.

1 for being fat

2 for being a burden

3 for ruining the Cimorelli's

4 for being sick

5 for being anorexic

I watched as the blood dripped down my arms from the 15 cuts I made and I a curled into a ball and cried.

Christinas POV

AJ has been gone for 10 minutes, I decided to excuse myself from dinner.

"Excuse me." I said and I walked to the bathroom.

I walk in and I heard someone crying, I knocked on the stall.

"AJ?" I said as tears streamed down my face.

"Go away, I'm just a stupid, ugly, fat pig." She cried.

"AJ open up love!" I cried.

"No." She cried.

"Yes." I said.

"Why? Why do you want to help someone as sick and worthless like me." She cried.

"Because, I love you and I care about you, your my baby girl, I don't want anyone to hurt you." I said as I cried some more, she unlocked the door.

AJs POV

Christina wanted me to unlock the door, I threw on my sweatshirt and I unlocked the door.

"Oh my baby." She said and I cried into her arms. I forgot about the blade was on the floor.

"A." Christina said picking up the bloody blade.

"Why?" She asked.

I began to break down.

"I'm I'm sorry." I cried harder.

"Please roll up your sleeves." She cried, I rolled up my sleeves.

"Ok Macks, why didn't you tell me." She hugged me as she drew her finger across the cuts.

"I was scared and embarrassed, please don't tell Mike or Lynne." I said.

"I won't for now but eventually I will have to, we need to seek help for you, it'll be for the best." She said.

"Okay." I said as she stood up and say me by the sink.

"Let's wash your arms." She said washing my arms and I winced.

"Its okay baby." She helped me put on my sweatshirt and we walked back to the table.

Christinas POV

I haven't realized we been gone for 20 minutes everyone was getting ready to leave.

"What happened?" Mom asked.

"Macks is sick, she's got a fever, but first I need to take miss Danielle over and we need to have a talk." I said, Dani turned around.

"Me?" She asked dumbfounded.

"Yes you!" I snarked.

***

We got in the car and AJ was in the front, and Nick was in the back watching Dani, Dani wasn't so happy about it.

We got home and went inside.

"A, you can go to upstairs," Dan tried to leave.

" You stay here missy!" I yelled. She wait down.