My Aegyo Love

Twenty Seventh Aegyo

Day by day I tried to live life normally. Waking up in the morning, go to class, practice and finish school works back at the dorm. I made sure to preoccupy myself with such things, so that the everything that has transpired four days ago will be forgotten. Though there are times when the images of the scene would  come back like a cinematic record. Seeing Woohyun and Sungyeol fight all because of me is heart breaking. Of course, there's happiness of knowing that Woohyun might also return my feelings but the sadness prevails. Seeing the bond of two friends breaking, all because they fell for the same woman, is excruciating pain. I, for one, value friendship. No matter what, friendship must always be preserved and strengthened. 

That nothing and no one shall ever [break] it.                

Maybe Blythe has caught on my distress, for she decided that we should go somewhere. She made me wear a pink floral summer dress and sandals as foot wear. To complete my look, she gave me a straw hat, with a ribbon on the side, as head wear. I was confused actually. Why would she make me wear such clothes when she's only dressed in her casual ones ( which comprises of a blue undershirt topped by her grey hoodie-trench cardigan and shorts with sneakers as footwear ). She only winked and told me it was a surprise. We headed out of the dorms after we're done with the preparations. From afar, I could see a black van parked outside the gates. I couldn't help but wonder where it came from. To my surprise, we were headed to said van and when its doors opened did I understood the situation.

All members of INFINITE ( excluding Woohyun ) piled out of the van. I couldn't look Sungyeol at the eyes as they greeted us. They all hugged me ( even L, to my surprise ) but when I cast my eyes to their choding, he gave me a smile and approached me.

" Let's talk somewhere. " He said and grabbed my hand. We walked a few feet away from the group before stopping beside a Ginko tree, near the crossroad street. He has his backed faced on me before he turned with a sincere smile on his face.

" Before I start, I want to apologize for our wrong conduct back in Muuido Island. " I heard him say but I told him it was alright, and that, no one was at fault there. He chuckled at that before his smile turned dejected.

" But you blamed yourself... " I suddenly felt the my grief slapping me on the face. My hand is still in his when he grabbed my other hand and clutched it in his hold. " Jean, don't blame yourself. It's not your fault why it happened. The blame should be put on Woohyun and I for acting on our own selfish deeds and made you feel bad. For that, I'm really sorry... "

Woohyun. There were six of them who arrived, with him not in sight. Did he stayed behind? Is he still hurting? It made me sad to see that he wasn't there. I missed his calls and messages. I missed his voice, his laugh, his childish acts.....everything.....

...I really miss him so much...             

" It's fine, Sungyeol. " I smiled at him. " I wasn't bad at you guys, though, I want to say sorry for yelling as well... "

He grinned at that. " It's fine, we needed it as a wake up call... "

We suddenly laughed at his remark. I sure miss the times when we hang out with the whole crew of INFINITE. They're so funny, kind, conservative and fun to be with. It is like we're one whole big family. 

" And Jean here's another reason why I called you here. " The air suddenly turned serious around us. I couldn't help but gulp as I started to get nervous. My heart was even pounding hard that it can even jumped out of my chest. He closed his eyes for a bit, before opening them again. "