Kokichi x reader one shots

Kokichi x suicidal reader

Warning this chapter contains self harm and blood. If that triggers you then skip this one.

Y/N had been trapped in Hope's peak high for a while now. Quite a few murders had happened latley, and you were sure you would be dead soon.

The only person who you really had a "friendship" with was a boy named Kokichi.

While you sat in the library lost in thought, you felt a tap on your shoulder. You turned around and saw Kokichi.

"What do you want Kokichi?"

"I'm bored Y/N"

"Ok"

Kokichi whined "Y/N come on!"

You sighed following the boy out of the library. Kokichi led you to gonta's lab, he had bugs crawling around. When Gonta saw you and Kokichi he looked happy.

"Gonta glad Y/N and Kokichi come play with bug friends"

You honestly didn't have the energy because you felt so dead inside. So you made an excuse to leave.

"Actually I have to go do something sorry Gonta and Kokichi"

You gave them a weak smile, then ran off to the cafeteria to get something.
You looked in the kitchen and grabbed a knife hoping no one would notice.

You noticed Shuichi and Himiko were in the cafeteria so you tried to sneak by quietly.

"Hey! Y/N are you trying to murder someone with that knife?"

Himiko said starting to quickly follow you with Shuichi behind her.

You eventually got to your dorm and lost them. You locked your door.
You wanted to do something to numb the pain your emotionless body felt. So you slowly rolled up your sleeve and dragged the sharp knife across your arm.

It stung but made you feel better. You watched the pink blood run down your arm. You then made lots of other cuts on your arms and legs, some small some big.

Eventually a puddle of bright pink blood was forming on your floor running of your now numb arms and legs.

"Yes! Maybe this is it I should just finish the job" you thought.

*ding ding*

You heard someone at your door.

"Who's there?"

"Y/N it's me your wonderful kokichi"

"I.....um I'm busy right now"

The boy whined "Oh come on Y/N let me in!"

"Go away you kokichi"

It was quiet for a minute so you thought he was gone. You slowly started to bring the knife to your chest to end your life.

"Y/N can I come in!"

Kokichi scared you causing the knife to slip from your hands and stab you in the stomach. You loudly yelped at the pain.

Kokichi gasped and burst into your room. When he saw your bloody aching body he screamed.

"Y/N! What are you doing!"

"K-kokichi be quiet"

He ran out of your room to get help. Coming back with Kirumi. She spoke to you "Y/N you shouldn't be doing this"

Kokichi spoke up "Can you please hurry up and fix her cuts?"

"Sorry I'll get to work"

When she finished she left. Leaving you and Kokichi alone.

"Y/N why would you do this?"

"I don't have a purpose to live I'm a worthless peice of garbage!"

Tears began to slowing stream down your cheeks.

"Y-y/N don't say that I think your an amazing person!"

You blushed at his words.

"P-please don't even do this again I can't loose you."

He grabbed your chin with his thumb and quickly kissed you while you both blushed bright pink.

"I love you Y/N"

"I love y-you to Kokichi"