sticky sweet {nikki sixx}

•five•

stumbling backwards, vince laughs at me,
    "took more than what you can handle?" he slurs, i give him a fake laugh and nod,
     "you got it man." i lie.
putting my hand to my head, i walk out of the bathroom and sit down next to tommy. my legs starts to bounce up and down, my heart races like a car running from the cops, paranoia set it, my eyes darting to everyone, hands go clammy and sweaty, i begin to wring them out, that not making a difference whatsoever,
    "hey liz, are you feeling alright?" tommy shouts over the music, he looks concerned,
    "yea. just dance with me." giggling, i grab tommys hand and lead him to the dance floor.
our bodies were pressed together as people pushed into us, tommy put his hands on my waist as i danced against him, we both laughed. i was radiating.
eyes were burning through me, my paranoia setting in harder. my eyes spiral around the bar until i see who's watching... nikki, smiling at him i gesture him over, tommy notices,
    "i'll leave you two to it." i feel his smirk as he walks away.
nikki strolls over, strobe lights illuminating all his features, a smirk plastered on his face. his muscular hands place themselves on my hips, my heart racing quicker than it was. we start dancing to the music, grinding on him and feeling his chest through his tank top, his eyes turn dark and a smirk creeps into his face, he licks his lips and lowers his head to mine,
    "your pupils are like fucking spaceships." he whispers, my heart drops a little as he walks away leaving me alone on the dance floor.

•nikki•

god, she was so fucking beautiful, i watched her walk out of the toilets, panic across her face. her beautiful body, her green eyes glistened in the strobe lighting.
tommy and lizzie get up and go to the dance floor, i try to watch but don't want to make it obvious, she grinds her ass against his crotch and their bodies are pushed together, they were laughing at each other's dancing, tommy gave her a certain look, a look i knew well. lizzie lifts her small, pale hands and gestures me over with a grin, i obey.
our bodies move in sync together, her hips pushing against my crotch, hands slowly teasing down my body. i had to stop.
"your pupils are like spaceships."

••••••

the gentle hum of lizzie comes from the bathtub, she was slowly sobering up, i sit on the cold tile flooring, my back against the door, watching her get hand fulls of water and trickle it down her back. lizzies stunning green eyes were surrounded by redness, her energy all empty, it was now 2am.
"can you do my back for me?" she looks over her shoulder and meets my eyes,
"course i can angel."
i lather soap into my hands and sit on the edge of the bathtub gently rubbing soap into her back,
"get in with me." she whispers delicately, i give her a frown, "alright, you don't have too." she giggles sarcastically,
"fuck sake... if you're that desperate." i watch her roll her eyes and giggle.
slowly, i begin to strip of my jeans and shirt until i'm in my boxers. lizzie has her eyes focused on her feet peeping through the bubbles, removing my boxers i gently tap her should and she moves forward for me. she sits between my legs, resting herself on my torso, black hair sticking to my chest. the water was like warm, as she had been in for a while. i watch as she traces circles on my knees,
"having fun there?" i ask her, she snaps out of her daydream, then stops drawing circles,
"mhm, i really am sixx."
her god damn voice, so sticky sweet.. almost like treacle. she sits up, her spine showing through her pale and fragile skin, slowly i run my hand down it, feeling all the bumps and curves, she lets out a little giggle, looking over her shoulder again... giving me side eye. i sit up with her, my chest pressed against her back, carefully i lay small kisses on her shoulders, moving her hair so i can leave butterfly kisses on her neck,
"smooth mr sixx..." her tired voice barely even making a sound,
"it was worth a try." i sigh, "youre fucking beautiful though."
standing out of the bath, water dropped off me onto the floor, i wrapped a towel around my waist then turned to help lizzie out. her hand fits in mine perfectly, water cascades off her body into the tub. curves and pale skin all in front of me, tattoos scattered in different places, nipple piercings, belly piercings,
"fuck me..." i mumble,
"gladly." she replies, smirking at me.
passing her a rough towel, she wraps it around her body, concealing all her perfection, she runs a finger down my chest, tracing the rim of my towel. stepping on her tiptoes she comes closer to my ear,
"you'll have to try a bit harder than that next time."