Introverted Being (2019 - Part 1)

[42] 3 Confessions of your choice

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3 Confessions of your choice

1. I once proposed to a virtual friend online in 2012. My friend dared me to do it as she did it to her online boyfriend. The only difference is I did it to an online friend. We were just friends but I had a crush on him for 10 months that time. I had no intention of doing it to him but my friend wanted to know his reaction as she knew I liked him.

2. I had a crush on a gay friend/classmate in second year high school. He was a smart and studious student which made me admire him. He was funny and cheerful as well so I liked his company. I got a diary that time and my big-mouthed sister read it and she happened to know him spilled out my secret when we were talking with the other student one afternoon. He found it! Gladly, we didn't feel awkward after the incident and we became close friends till we graduated high school. We helped each other at school. He was always the top 1 in the class and I was the top 2.

3. There was a middle aged man who liked me when I was 12 years old. He confessed to my parents that he liked me and would always visit me at home every night. I never talked to him as it seemed so creepy. He was too old for me. He could be my father. I wondered what he found interesting in me. He went to my house for a month till he stopped visiting eventually. It was so scary. I was too young to date and I always love to stay at home, why would he like me? It was so strange. As I grew up, no one had ever courted me. I got no suitors. I was No Boyfriend Since Birth for 24 years till I met my first boyfriend in 2017. No one had asked me for dates. I concluded that I would be a spinster and would never experience having a boyfriend. I then believed he cursed me. However, it was changed when I met my first boyfriend at 24 years old.

-Yuchae