✧𝐒𝐊𝐙 𝐎𝐧𝐞𝐬𝐡𝐨𝐭𝐬✧

𝘗𝘳𝘦𝘵𝘵𝘺 𝘢𝘴 𝘢 𝘋𝘰𝘭𝘭

                             「𝘾𝙝𝙖𝙣𝙜𝙡𝙞𝙭」

  imagine this being in a Victorian era theme :)

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He found me in an abandoned house he was moving into, I wasn't in very good condition. Every day that he's here, I sit in his room and admire him. I don't think he minds. At least I hope. 

He puts me in wonderful outfits, I hope he finds me pretty. I want him to tell me I look as pretty as a doll.

He calls me Felix! his name is Changbin, and he told me his age is 21. I feel something which may be happiness when he calls me Lix. I like to sing to him- I hope he likes my voice.

Changbin is so charming. He wears suits almost every day, the exquisite tailcoats and chains he wears make him look undoubtedly attractive.

I really want to tell Changbin how much I like him. I yearn to shower him with affection. I don't know if he likes me, but I hope he does.

Recently he hasn't been wanting me to sing. I started singing and he told me to be quiet. I so badly want to sing about my love for him.

He hasn't been looking at me as much, but I don't know what to do about it- I can't do anything about it.

Today I smiled at him. Why did he look so surprised? I didn't mean to scare him. I hope I didn't scare him...

He told me I can't stay in his room any longer. I'm beginning to feel quite lonely. I want to see his face again, to sing to him again. What if he hated my voice?

It's been a month since I saw Changbin. I stopped hearing him, I saw less things in the house. Did he go somewhere?

I've stopped singing since I haven't seen Changbin in what might be years, but I can't tell. Everything is becoming dusty, the outside of the house must look like a wreck.

I never got to tell Changbin I loved him. He left me here, I wonder if he cared about me. I wonder if he'll ever come back.

I wonder how old Changbin is now.. If he's living a good life, if he's found someone he loves.

I wish I was able to show my love for him. Although, I still don't know why he was scared of me.

I wish I wasn't a doll.

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Heavily inspired by the song "A dolls's voice" by the vocaloid Gakupo. So in conclusion, stan Vocaloid.

And yes, the picture at the beginning of the story is from "Another". :^)

Also don't question a singing doll in the 1800's.. i dont know either.