❝ that's alot of fucks for a woman ❞
still fresh from the debut stage, lalisa manoban struggles to keep a sane posture and mentality as the world of being an idols instantly crashes in her head.
and then there's jeon jungkookーthe golden maknae eve...
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" what were you thinking lisa-ssi?! " yun-suk nim growled in frustration. i bit back my lips, hoping to not flood the office in tears. i hear his punch on the table along with a knowing sigh.
silence.
" you are an idol. you know what to do and not to do. YOU HAVE A DATING BAN FOR CHRISTS SAKE! " he pointed at my face with his might, looking at me with a horrid and angry expression " you have just debuted and you're already sucked along a dating scandal? for heaven's sake. "
i tasted a dab of blood on my lips, i've been biting it too much it bleeded. i knew that our seniors 2NE1 faced hard criticism but i had not known that it will be painful to this extent. my heart clenched at the thought of what might happen next.
" i-i'm sorryー "
" fuck your sorry " he hissed, looking at me intensely. he rubbed his temples, seemingly trying to calm himself
" go to outside. i'll talk to big hit's ceo of what to do for the problem you caused "
i nod my head lightly, shakingly standing up in my feet. i glanced one last time on his chair and he was cursing silently as he glared at me. i felt chills down my spine and tears on my cheeks. i bowed to him one last time before stepping outside the office.
" fucking fuckity fuck " i whisper, belowing foresome words into the air. i softly walk to the side of the office, alligned to the bathroom cubicles.
" fucking dipshit asshole man penis " i curse loudly, slapping my forehead multiple times.
without noticing, tears streamed down my cheeks with heavy breaths. i hissed as my tongue touched my lip, pain ceasing out. was i too competent? maybe, no one. even myself isn't sure for a right answer. i kept my guard, but still, i was carefree. was i too much into being a free bird?
" that's a lot of fucks for a woman "
" holy fucking shitー " i stood up abruptly,my hands in automatic defense mode. i bent ny knees to create a better impact, my knuckles clenched and ready to launch. " you fucker, what are you doing here? "
he laughed softly, stepping foward to my location. his hands were lying in his pockets and his smile was already present in his cheeks. i slowly let my hands fall as i hissed at the brown haired man, sitting again on my position.
" i thought i saw a dog but here i am stood corrected " i laughed sarcastically, leaving him in a glare.
" did you come here to insult me are you just here to stink up the place? "
